430am

Unable to sleep early last night.
have the holiday mood liaoz=x
omg~

wanna went offline and lie on bed to try sleeping
But, never sleep until 430am.
Meaning from 250am till that time wasn't asleep.
So, I went offline
and waited for zhenguang to call and chat
It's like we have nothing much to say.
Then he kept asking me questions.
Such as " what's ur fav sports?" etc.
Then also saying jokes lar.
Keep calling me "evelyn"
irritating leh.. =x
HAHAHA..

Not used to people call me that..
yea~
Chatted and chatted till 4plus going 430.
Handphone gonna flat soon..
So have to put down lar..
otherwise, think we gonna talk till don't know what time ba??
=X
Maybe coz we dont know each other well enough
nothing much to chat about..
So ya..
AND!! this boi only know how to act cute =x
hahaha..
Very er xin leh.. =P

Today public holiday.
Suprisingly, I didn't went out.
Staying at home coz I am broke.. =(

-end-
*unsure of*

lots of love
LiN(=

Getting mad.

Today seems so bored to me.
Extremely bored then usual.
argh~

Been saying and saying GS.
to see doctor since he's sick.
And, stubborn GS, refused.
I said and said..
It seems useless.
I think i better stop this.
Stop concerning anyone liaoz.
So tired to concerned others.
Hais.

Nothing good return to me.
Getting pissed with all this only.
So what for??
Mind my own business can liao right?
Life is fragile.
All i can say is this!!!
You want to treasure your life or not is your problem.
I don't wanna say further more.
Tired of nagging at those people.

Give me a break~
yea..

Finally make the decision.
I have faith in you.
So must you!!!

-end-
*crazyy*

lots of love
LiN(=

NIL~

Actually wake up at 7plus in the morning
without any reasons.
saw 3 msg in my hp.
barry, gavin and HIM.
tired but still reply them
after which, of course went back to sleep.

sleep until 11plus.
feel so bored.
called ting to go out.
went down to holland.
eat lunch.
hard to contact her.
coz her hp was spoil.

down to city hall and town.
shop and shop
aimed some tops and bottoms.
same routine.
saw dickson and his stead.
talked awhile.
he said " ah ma! you become thinner le leh"
erm.. I dont tink i got slim down lor.
feel so fat..
then he said " or issit ur shirt too big?"
maybe??? i dont know..
and he said "but ur face still sofat.."
errr... I was like no comment.
again he said "aiyah.. baby fat lar.. nvm"
hahaha.. yar.. the baby fat make me look young =x

Nothing much happen lar..
same old places to hang around.
thinking of him..
and something else..
the problems..

-end-
*sobsob*

lots of love
LiN=')

Lost.

FeaR and LosT

270406

surprisingly was kind of early to leave my class today.
But where the hell i went??
out with mingli and my classmate, gavin.
acc gavin to town to get his stuff.
SEE HOW GOOD I AM!!!MR GAVIN~

thanks for your treat :)
talking about today class..
kind of boring leh.
wire here and there.. yawn~
know nothing!!!
faci was late.
ben, jack and me went to canteen.
they ate and i sit there to enjoy the "pond".
break time, once again.. acc mingli to her house..
again she forget her adaptor.
this time I can relax abit.. no rush to go back to school.
Reach school already 1pm.. so didnt have my lunch.
hungry but.. hungry till dun want to eat liaoz.
so drag till went down to town to eat.

Nothing much after all.
It's gonna be another weekend soon~
*yawn*
-end-

lots of love
LiN(=

hais.

SORRY.. =(

wondering..

Wondering is it weird?

What should I do?

-end-

lots of love
LiN=(

moodless.

moodless.

laughters.

first time out with my classmate.
But with my second semester frien as well.
went down to city hall.
for my interview and walk around.
gonna work this weekend.. =)
that's kinda fast huh??
shop around with my new ER ZI(zhenguang) and shyboi(guansoon)
hahahaha..
kinda funny lar..
quite happening today..

Hmm.. where to start leh?
in the train... When we found seats, we sat lar..
then beside me got a uncle.
he saw zhenguang standing then he shift the place n want to give him sit.
but zhenguang jus walk away..
so rude u noe =x
kept complaining that I am quiet!
I am really veri quiet one mah..
then play game with zhenguan
he's trying to make me talk lar..
play a childish game...
see the next station which leg enter first.
I won!!!
another one is see guy or girl enter..
and I won again..
one more chance.. but this time I lost lar..
and loser have to beat guansoon. kekes
POOR SOON!

what else?
went to puma shop..
wah.. saw a mean lady..
what the hell.. she's like.. omg!!
listen to wad she say makes me n gs pissed..
but after all we hack care lar..
funny thing happen...
gs went to try top.
Then we waited outside.
then got one fitting room no people lar.
ZG looked one side.. trying to check is there ani mirror or not..
then when he wanna turned the other side,
HE get a SHOCKED!
coz he suddenly saw himself on the mirror..
muahaha.. *imagine the situation*
muahahaahahahaha... luff like siao cha bo lor.. =P

when we wanna leave the place
3 of us go out of the door together.
the sencor sounded!
and the people inside actually wanna check on us.
one by one went pass the sencor.
nothing happens.
weird..
then realise that once 3 of us going out at the same time it rang..
zg suggested enter together and try.
but i walk off..
so paiseh lor.. =P

many many more lar..
just lazy to name what happen today..
coz was too tired now..
want to sleep le
update soon..

-end-
*yawn*

lots of love
LiN(=

stressful day.

WAh.. today damn stress..
gotta design own homepage.
each person do one..
then within a team link them all up in a website.

This kind of thing I sure jialat one..
That's why never have my lunch during my break time.
No time for me at all..
so meaning the whole day from morning till class ends never ate =x
poor me.. =(
but in fact ate after school.. but its like 5plus going 6pm lor..
yawn*
but feel xing fu sia..
so many people said "u never go eat? should have asked me to tabao u food mah"
haha.. thanks =) but i just simply have no mood to eat either..
thanks zhen guang for teaching..

X kept complaining i never blog =x
hahahaha..

should end here..
tiring.. anyhow type this bloggie..

-end-
*whitelove*

lots of love
LiN(=

*adidas*

went out with ting.to holland v to have lucnh.when gonna eat finish, it started to rain.yawn..nice weather to sleep sia.. =Xbut cant sleep..go down to town..to have window shopping..waited for mingli..AND waited for so longcoz going interview..
hmmm, after which go down to city hall.shop at the new adidas shop.wah lau.. saw two jacket i liked..so ex.. =(then got one "boots"damn nice!!!the price also veri nice!!!300+ dollar lor..what the hells. =(forget about buying it le lor.
after that went to eat waffle ice-cream eat till damn fulland cant finish it. =x
Hmmm, my gastric is BACK!! =(sobsob.. but used to it le..:Kian: thanks.. hmm..

-end-
*gastric kills me*

lots of love
LiN(=

=)

updating..
whole day staying at home.
nice weather to sleep.
And I did take my nap in the evening.. =)
watched 3 VCD..
*yawn*

1 day watched 3 movies sia..
HAHA...
kinda of nothing to do..
tmr gotta go out with ting.. =)
So boring now..

Nothing to update leh..
Hmmm..............
Thanks "X" ??
hahahah.. should know who lar!!
thanks for the cute piggy photo!
kekes...
u asked me to put "X" as ur name arh.. =X

-end-
*i miss you*

lots of love
LiN(=

friday!

finally its friday!
been starting to enjoy my class ever since yesterday:)
All so friendly de, tt's wad mingli say
She kept asking me why my class always so friendly one.
unlike hers.
HAHAHAHA..
I also dont know..
but I am glad to have such a friendly bunch of them as part of me:)
so mushy.. =x

what happen yesterday???
same group with gab.
being disturb by him and i also disturb him lar..
kept calling him PIGGY..
then my team mate also started calling him piggy=x
all thanks to me aR? hehez..
Then, after school went to library with mingli.
me fall asleep there.. hahaha..
then suddenly heard a guy's voice!
guess who is he?
THATS BARRY!!
hahaha..
then talk to him awhile lor
then he left..

after that, saw zhen guang.
he came over and disturbed me and mingli.
hahaha..
but he disturbed me more lar..
so ke lian!! =(
kena disturbed from library to MRT!
lucky we took bus and not walking.
otherwise I can qi si le..

Then what happen today leh??
Hmmm..
the quiz for java is damn difficult for me..
then see so long left 8mins or so,
went forward to zhen guang for help
haha.. in the end he helped me do =x
after finish, he explained to us how to do those quiz lar.
then is like damn funny.
realli look like teacher teaching students sia..
wahahaha..

if u are there, you can see how the situation is like
mingli should know..
coz she was in my class.
haha.. she's gonna be part of my class once again :P
Then today got 2 choco!!
gabriel bought for me..
HAHAHAHA =)
thanksss for ur choco:)
Stayed in school till 6plus.
went to cope songs from ben's lappy
haha.. without his permission.. =x
but thanks BEN!!
and hor!! remember dun ever see my things such as my photos and RJ!!!
hahaha.. =P
no next time hor!!!
and also dont any how msn people in my msn!!
hahahaha...

oh ya.. lunch went to causeway point
with jevin, lawerence and their fren and also elaine.
so fun sia..
all my sec school frenz :)
hope can eat with them once again lar
went to eat pastamania.. =)
yummy!!
hahaha..

-end-
*yawn*

lots of love
LiN(=

*smilez*

First wed of the week.
Slept till 12plus..
yawnnn.. yet still so tired..
took an hour of afternoon nap
After chatting with gabriel. =P

Hmmm.. he influence me to sleep sia
HAHA.. coz he wanna took a nap..
and then I lie on bed also fall asleep liaoz.

Yesterday at night like so busy like that..
drag my time to do rj..
coz suddenly 6-7 people came to chat with me in msn.
LOLz...
Tommorow must wake up early to school liaoz.
OMG!! boring day..
and maybe I gonna be dead tmr in class =x
*praying*

Hmmm.. wondering what happen to him..
He talked to me and as if wanna say out what happened.
But he didn't..
hais..
Hey!! if you read this!!!
Remember to approach me if possible..
Really hope i can do something to help you lor.
I know maybe it's because of someone
hmmm... you should noe who i talking about ba..
I cant get involved..but.. I really hope i can do something
Not being KPO..
Just being concerned part of a friend..

-end-
*hais*

lots of love
LiN(=

raining seasons.

Been raining at this time (1536)
which is my class ends.
Today is database module leh.
Don't know is easy or difficult leh.
And today I never do anything!!!
OMG!! like so guilty leh =(

Hmmm.. Then today RJ damn difficult sia..
Don't know what to write..
And guess what?!?!?
My faci for this module is my first semester computing faci!!!
TAN POH HIANG!!! =)
Her dressing and hairstlye changes a lot a lot..
HAHA =X opppss...

TML NO SCHOOL!!!
yippy!!! =)
I need more more more sleep!!
LACK OF SLEEP!!!
yawnnn..
Almost cant wake up this morning..
I saw one email about going east coast park!!
I Want to go..
But no one acc me.. so sad =(

Hmmm... get to know some more classmates..
ALL are friendly lar..
funny people here and there.. =)
Hope to know all of them soon..
AND REAL SOON!!

-end-
*feng*

lots of love
LiN(=

first day of year two.

Today is my first day of school.
First day first module is web multimedia.
Everything is fine.
Was damn early to reach school.
First person to reach the class.
E35J!!!

Then first two girls who came after me.
One of them is Chris friend..
I realised it when we are going for presentation.
HAHAHA..
And, I seems so friendly ar..
Straight away get their msn..
HAHAHA..

Yesterday is my last day of work.
And stuffs like me, are able to shop once it's closed!
And I shop!!! =)
for one skirt and one top.. =)
ALL BLACK!!! =X
forever black for me.. kekes..
Start to miss the working place.
hurhurs..
Feel like working at there..
Coz I really enjoy and lots of fun there..
Thanks to li ping, shu ling, cheng yang and shu min..
They are so fun to be together lor..
HAHAHAHA...

I am totally tired the whole day.
Eyes are closing..
Even now when I am typing this bloggie.
Wanna sleep..
Coz of the cool weather it's having now..
Raining plus in my classroom alone..
I started to miss E04 sia..
hais..
Wondering how's the rest of E04...
Hmmm...
Guys!! if see this, let's find a day for lunch together lar!!
Or even can gather together after school.
=)

-end-
missmiss...

lots of love
LiN(=

Updating.

Today is the forth day of working.
Everything is still the same.
tired and the pain on my leg.
Everyday 8hours of sleep.
yawnnn.. not enough for me!!!

Was damn busy at work recently.
Especially today!!!
It's due of public holiday.
So, it's kinda busy.
And today is the busiest day amoung the other three days.
Never finished clearing those rejected stocks.
There are a lot of trolleys of items all over the places.
Not only trolleys.. Baskets also have!!!

We dragged and ended later than usual for today!
Have to take cab home...
When we were still packing,
those guys passed by us.
One of them came in first..
He said we so poor thing.. still got so much to do..
then I looked at him and said " then you stay and helped us lor"
he said who say he must stay and help de..
Then of course i say me lar..
Haha.. then he turned back and tell the rest of the guys what I said.
Then one of them, whom wanna wooed me asked his friend to punch the card for him.
then he straight asked me what I want him to help.
Dots..
I didn't knew this de..
is mingli tell me that he asked his fren to punch the card and willing to help me.
er.. -___- i nothing to say lar..

Reached home 12plus le..
and the cab fee so ex..
$17 from expo to my house..
yawnnn..
but luckily can go claimed the money lar..
hahaha..
Better stop here...
update again... gonna go sleep.. nights.. =)

-end-

lots of love
LiN(=

first day.

Today is my first day of working.
Everything was fine.
But quite tiring..
The place was damn big..
Many things for me to pack.
Have to return those things which the costomers dont want to buy.
And have to place back to the same particular place.

Went here and there.
So tiring..
Being bullied by one guy.
hurhurs.
being called "rubbish bin"
then another guy join in to bully me
then say what " eh, my friend want to sian you leh.."
mingli and i started saying..
his friend mus become "god" before "sian-ing" me..
wahahaha...
LAME!!

when it's time to off work,
my job have to pack till 11pm.
so have to continue packing.
Then, the guys called me to come over..
so i did lar..
One of them said " see he so teng(dote) you.."
dots lor.. giving me more things to pack meaning teng(dote) me mehz??
Then another guy ask for my name..
I tell him lar..
then after that i went back to work and they went off.

Hmmm.. they funny lar.. =x
So overall this job is quite tiring for me n mingli..
but, it's quite relaxing sometime..
Coz can slowly walk and find the things to put mah..
HAHAHAHA.. but a lot to pack lar..
Tmr gonna be another tiring day.. =)
Gotta go get some rest even though i'm not tired.

-end-

lots of love
LiN(=

Extra post.

Suddenly recall what elaine and me talks about.
And started to think back my first semester & second semester.
Remembered first semester I was damn shy and quiet.
People like adley started to call me quiet to ah zii.
HAHA...
Have lots of fun with my first sem. classmates.
They are just too wonderful crazy fellows.
The only class I took a lot a lot of photos together.
Have a numbers of class photo taken with them.
compared to second sem.
memories are a lot to be said in my heart.

As for my second sem.,
I do enjoy..
The only class I was able to get along fast enough.
Maybe due to what happened in D16,
that's why trying to get well enough with my new class, E04.
Most of the time ate lunch often.
Always drag doing the ppt during lunch time.
HAHAHA... sweet memories.
Cannot believe that time flies so fast.
School gonna start in one week time.
Gonna start on my DBA.
Gonna knew new classmates.
Same to others...

feeling down when thinking back.
Hais..
Aiyoh, thinking so much once again...
Suddenly think of these because my sis asked me how i get along with my new classes every semester.
How long I get along well with them?
I don't know..
Let it be natural lor...
sooner or later you will get along with new friends one..

But sad to say...
will there ended up to be a "hi bye" friend when you enter to a new class??
I don't know... coz this happens to my first semester friends.
All of them... It seems like so strange to one another.
Once we met outside, during break,
All we can say is "hi" and "bye"...
hais...
kinda sad...
Friend until like that..
Shagg...

-end-

lots of love
LiN=(

Angel VS Devil.

Last day for me to have fun.
Tmr gotta start working until sunday.
So, will not be updating until school starts le bah..
Free drop down expo find me!!! HAHAHA...

went out with elaine.
was late.. coz wake up late due to late sleep last night.
First time gossiping with mingli for 3hours plus.
HAHAHA.. kinda long chatting with her.
Went to i-model for interview.
but I left without interviewing as I waited for so long.
NO patient leh.. =X

after which went down to wisma
acc sis to sony gallary to repair her hp.
after which went down to bugis followed by tampanies.
bought my bag.. =)
she bought me a set of ZA whitening for me.
Thanks sis... =)
I don't put foundation.
But trying to change myself to look better.
And since she bought for me, I will used it =)

Suddenly thinking of lynn..
missing her damn much..
So long never met her..
Ever since last year..
It's like more than 4months never met her.
She's busying her first year project now
so after her project ends,
we will be able to meet!! =)
waiting for that day to come!!!
Even if I am bz, i will find at least awhile to meet her
NO MATTER WHAT!!!

-end-

lots of love
LiN(=

quarrel.

Quarrel between my brother and father.
early in the morning.
the noise was so loud.
Wake me up.
They quarrel because my brother ezlink card was being confiscated.
by the bus driver.

Hmmm, making me now want to sleep also cannot.
So come online to spend my time here.
Maybe gotta go back to sleep again.. =(
Surely will get tired later as I only have 4hours sleep.
hurhurs...

Ya, was pissed off last night.
Due to something!!!
kept complaining over the phone to mingli.
and complaining over in msn too.
See how pissed I am..
Was pissed until going mad!!
So went offline to chill myself from being so pissed.
HAHAHA...

-end-

lots of love
LiN-_-

Confused feelings.

What should I say now?
I don't even know whether I am happy or sad.
I cant feel what am i feeling right now..
Don't even know what I am thinking right now.
My heartbeats stop...
can't feel anything NOW!!!
kinda crazy, ya??

Oh ya.. LEVIS is having sales!! 70% sales !!!
OmG!!!
Wanna buy.. but still considering...
Mingli just told me got one bag
come out one new color..
white with orange strip..
Wah lau.. orange leh!!
=D one of my favourite color.

Counting down..
2 more days
and I'll be starting to work :)
hmmm.. so, will not be online often..
Anything can just find me by sms-ing or drop down to find me!
HAHAHAHA..

-end-

lot of love
LiN-_-

angel.

Sorry jocelyn, jorene and cheryl
Really so sorry that last minute i cancel off the meet up
with you guys :(
hopefully next time will be able to meet you guys.

Ended up also didn't attend the interview
kinda lazy..
coz waited for ml for so long
till i also lazy to go out.
but I choose to go out to have dinner with qingting.
since she so poor thing=X
no one wanna acc her
she asked a lot of people
but all not free.
so i changed my mind meeting her for dinner at PS

After eating, walk around
bought one angel hp accessory.
so cute.. =X
choose quite long leh.. then finally go to the counter and pay.
school starting soon..
missed school so much..
even though now it's kinda far for me to travel.
I just want to study!!!
wondering that have to start writing RJ again..
HAHAHA...

-end-

lots of love
LiN(=

rainy day.

Rain heavily in the afternoon.
planned to get out of house at 3plus but failed.
Coz the rain is too heavy
have to wait till it is not that heavy
and I was late instead of my late queen.
HAHAHA..

Out to look for new bag..
Instead of buying bag,
I bought one pair of white shoes.
Shop here and there..
saw some nice and cute clothings.
Maybe when got the money again..
then get it.. =)

unlike you.
chaging to another person
whom I don't recognise anymore.
attitude and character seems different now.


finding a part time job when school starts mah..
So that I can spend money on what i wants..
Wanna be abit independent bah..
Since I'm already 19.. ya?? =x
plus my bank gonna be broke le!!
Dad already started abit abit nag at me
only know how to spend money
hahahaha... =P

-end-

lots of love
LiN(=

shopping happily.

Finally get to shop!!! =)
It seems like i'm the one who keep shopping and buying.
went out at 3pm like that..
headed to town first..
as usual ya?
the late queen is forever late..
so, i dont be bother to say who lar..
since i reached first,
I went to heeren to shop.
once i entered and went up,
guess who i saw??
DAWN!!! the one act in xin shan shan de ah li..
omg!! she's damn pretty lor... Loves her dressing.. so nice..
actually dont know whether issit her or not
then its like i kept looking at her and so is she..
then went up till level 4..
i followed her lar.. but never went into the same shop as her
hahaha..
then finally confirmed that it was her lor.. =)

Should have headed to her to take photo ar. hahahaha
what a waste???
then waited for the late queen..
she reached tat time, dawn gone le..
was trying to search for her to show ml.. but cannot find..
think she left le.. =X
shop awhile and showed mingli something which i wanna buy..
but not yet..
too ex..

further on, went taka lor..
wanna buy clothes at MANGO..
but dont have my size..
went two shop.. one is dun have the color i want lar..
siannzz...
maybe next time come again...
bought one top.. white color de.. very nice..
the material i like alot..
but kinda big.. look as though i got baby like tat.
who cares.. nice can le.. =x
but its like of mature la
Then went forever21 and showed ml the jacket which is damn nice
but never buy..
hahaha...

went to bugis.. gonna meet my darling jasmine.
so reached before she reached..
so shop shop awhile..
saw one top.. purple with black tube..
nice.. but dont suit me..
so didn't buy it..
finally met jas..
continue shopping..
she bought her stuffs..
then i bought mine too..
i bought 2 white polo tee..
for the stupid job.. if not i sure buy some other tops le.
then bought one converse jacket at seiyu..
further on searching for one bottom for my work.
search until can faint.. haha..
finally i found it at bugis street.
so bought it straight away..

wah.. finally!!! =)
so headed to eat our dinner
ate souel garden..
damn bloody full... haha..
at first wont lar.. cos we slowly eat and talk..
at the end must rush abitt..
coz gonna close.. and we were the only customers left before we left lar..
ate ICE CREAM!!!
guess what flavour??
its CHOCO MINT!!!
omg!! =D damn happy..
but hor.. i scope till hand damn pain.
coz have to help mingli and jas get their ice cream too
wah.. pain sia..
then my little finger kena the oil..
when bbq-ing the chicken.. it shot on my finger..
damn bloody pain.. =(

finish eating, of course
headed home!!! =)
So happy today.. shop for so many things
actually haven finish shopping lor
still must shop for skirt, necklaces, earrings, shoes, bags and some more tops..
omg!!
broke liaoz..
suprisingly my dad nv nag at me..
kekes...
maybe coz i buy desert home for him to eat..
wahahahas...
tomorrow wont be going out..
staying at home
and gues what..
suddenly got the thinking of going jogging
so tmr night gonna go jog with my daddy! =)
then he nagged at me..
say i should have jog earlier le..
at least twice a week.
=)
i think i have to start jogging..
since i will never excersise much.. =)

-end-

lots of love
LiN(=

More neoprints.

Changi airpot.

Hmm.. actually kena disturb by mingli sms
this morning 5am!!!
what the hell..
she nothing better to do tell me she haven sleep
hahahahah...
disturb me from my lala land..

went sing Kbox again with my sis, elaine.
this time we extended one more hour cos i really feel like singing!
most of the songs are sad sad one..
listen liao also feel like crying..
sang wang leehom, ah mei, JJ, s.h.e, jay, yang cheng ling etc..
I think I cry abit when singing jay "feng"
crazyy me...
Think so much for what!!!!

After finish singing
elaine go buy her skirt at blossom.
went to find that ger again.
ask for discounts.
hahahha.. she damn friendly.. she almost forget us.
but she find us familiar lar..

after that went heeren walk around.
I saw one shirt.. so i try and buy
Shop and shop.. hahaha..
see so many nice clothings..
wanna shop within this week before working.
Saw a few clothes at mango nice and simple too.. =X
hehehe..

met cynthia, puiwai and melissa at bugis.
gonna go airport to fetch serene lor..
hmmm.. went to eat our dinner at mosburger..
after which go take neoprints.. =)
our usual things to do once we are at shopping malls..
we talked a lot of lame things when eating and taking neoprints..
damn funny..
laugh till stomach so painn.. =X
especially something about "ali and AHLi"
muahahaha.. damn funny..
only those few of them will know what issit about..
WAHAHAHAHAHA...

then when we were on the way to changi
talked about people who we met ever since left newtown.
not much we seen but somehow some of them still got lar..
then describe the person till so funny..
lols..
missing the days in newtown..
then planned that the bunch of us wear spec out 1 day and took pics!!
since almost the bunch of us were wearing contact lens
hahahaha.. waiting for tat day to come.

reached changi.. feel so cold when reached there.
tired as well..
-____-zZzzZ
waited for an hour or so for serene..
waited till wanna sleep..
kept yawning..
when she came out, she gotta go with her fren.
so we left first lor
we took cab at tiong..
the cab uncle very humour sia..
actually there's this lane cannot turn right..
then he say aiyah.. just turn la..
then he turned!
so funny
then when I alighted first..
said bye to all my frenz.. he said to me "sweet dreams"
so cute ar.. hahahaha. friendly uncle!! =)

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lots of love
LiN(=

Monday blues.

Sorry guansoon!!!
making you have to say so much to me..
But thanks...
It takes times.. ya??
I knew what I should do but it's the matter of time ba..
So don't sounds abit pissed.. haha=X

Feel sad after reading guansoon blog leh..
about this particular frien of him
hais..
read le even more sad. =X
Don't say me siao..
it's like i'm those very easily get emotional de..

This tells us that life is fragile
And we have to treasure everyone around us
before it's too late..
Cherish them..
Especially your friends, family and grandparents...
They are very important in your life isn't it?
without them, I do not know how lifes move on..
So, I tresure everyone around me!!
I do not HATE!!
it's like a strong words to use..
I do not hate as in I don't ever hate anyone around me.
What for hating someone??
When you started to hate someone..
it means you are hating yourself too..
So love everyone around you!! =)

Recalling something very sweet happened yesterday.
it's during the praying that time..
My uncle and auntie so sweet..
hahahaha.. see liao will laugh and smile at them..
My auntie was sweating and asking for tissue for my uncle
then he get one from his pocket and ask her to keep it
coz he still have one for himself.
then my uncle say.. see.. dont say I always talk so loud at you
My heart isn't that bad to you one hor..
HAHAHAHAHA.. so sweet..
keep smiling and laughing at what he said.. =)

Woah.. anyway seems like I've updating my blog every single day..
hahaha.. nothing better to do what..
think of things then I update lor.. =X
Sleep for 2-3 hourse just now..
yawnnnn.. weather so nice to sleep..
hahaha.. wondering how am i suppose to sleep at night.
hmmm..

ya.. waiting for kor to invite me and my bunch of D16 frenz to his new house! =)

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lots of love
LiN(=

52th post.

I wasn't as strong as before now..
Everyone asking me to be strong..
Asking me don't cry anymore..
Asking me to cry as much as i can and forget about it after that.
What else you all can say?
dont think so much..
I feel myself weak now
Mummy.. sorry.. not I don't want to eat
It's like I started to lose my appetite liaoz.
at the most I will have a meal in one day..
Better than nothing right?

I know it's not good for me.
But i just simply have no appetite..
seeing food making me feel like vomiting..

I just don't believe one thing..
How can a person lose the feelings less than a month time?
to me, maybe unless the person love someone else..
or maybe the person really wanted to forget the other party
and say that so that the person can really forget fully.
I don't know what am i saying here
this kept appearing my mind and kept wondering..

No point LIN!!!
it's ended..
Jus accept it bah.. =(
Times heal!!!
how long? I don't know..
one month? two month? one year? two year?
sounds so crazy isn't it?

alright.. maybe this will be my last post talking about nonesence.
If I have any nonesence to tell.. perhaps in my own dairy.
TO FRIENDS:
Sorry!!!

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lots of love
LiN=(

prays.

woke up early early today..
it's like 7plus in the morning..
yawnnnn... -____-
brains are not working at all.
can remember that I kept trying to sleep whereever i can.
what i mean??
I slept on my house sofa while waiting for my uncle car
I slept in my uncle car when heading to my another uncle house
I slept at his house while waiting to pray.
I slept once again in car.. but this time is my cousin one..
After which never sleep le.
weather is too hot for me to sleep after that..

Can see how tired I am..
hahaha..
it's great sleeping you know??
Once you are in your "lala" land..
you might not be thinking so much..
your brain shuts and bring you emptyness.
it's great when my brain do not thinks..
But it's sad.. when i wake up..
coz my brain are working again.. =(

Can I ever sleep like sleeping beauty and never wake up again
until my MR RIGHT came over and kiss me.. =X
"STOP DREAMING LIN!!!" hahahaha...

anyway back to the point of praying..
reach my uncle house.. went to have breakfast.
Never ate finish my food..
and kena say by my parents..
But the food is like too oily..
can't have the appetite to finish it.
and with such a mood.. how to even the food is nice..

went up to the house and watch la pi xiao xin..
haha.. so cutee..
after finish le, sleep of course..
waited until 11 I think..
then left the house and started our journey
journey to lim chu kang and yishun..
2 places but pray 3 different places.
while praying at my grandpa there..
I was thinking and thinking.
but also not sure what am i thinking about.
eyes are pain and luckily never put on my contacts
otherwise it's worst..

pray and pray
think and think...
finally finish the praying at yishun..
everyone talking about buildings and marriage
marriage of my two cousins.. =)
glad they found their true love..
hahaha.. just cant wait to go their wedding dinner, that's all.

there's one part i was thinking
Am i going to hate my life now??
Am i going to hate FATE?
Am i going to be afraid to fall in love again?
Will i able to stand up and move on?
I do not know the answer...
but I guess I gonna hate myself..
and then hate FATE!!!
gonna lose in beliving in fate le..
There's no fate in this world at all..
its just a piece of shit lar..

back to the point of my praying. =x
ended it at 2pm.
its early this year
no jamming at all wor.. surprisingly.. hahaha..
after that I slept in the car when on the way home
its long journey.. haha
reach home bathe and talk on phone awhile.
then back to sleep again.
now still feeling tired..
yawnnnnn -______-
gotta sleep early every night these few days
to get back my sleep..

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lots of love
LiN(=

explanade.

imagine a girl sitting alone herself for 2hours plus
at the bridge of the explanade near the merlion..
staring and crying..
people walking passed looking at her..
even small kids.. =x
but who cares..
i just cry all i want..
so that I will feel better after crying..

talk to elaine on phone..
she kept asking me to forget that "b"
which stands for bastard..
and kept saying that i will find my MR RIGHT soon..
and is real soon!!!
i believe in her.. but how long will i have to take to heal those pains.
i don't know..
it's depend on me if i stop thinking so much from now on..

guan soon smsed me..
consoling me when i called him..
actually is call his fren hp lar..
I try my best la friend..
but i dont confirm i will forget so fast bah..

ya.. after which i sat for so long
about 11.15pm chris came over to acc me
consoling me.. telling me that I should not find my happiness
instead i should sit and wait for happiness to come to me..
I do agree.. but.. now i where will wanna hope to have happiness in such a situation?
joking here and there..
i finally smile and laugh..
but this does not mean i am fine!!!
my heart are not alright YET!!
NOT AT ALL...

anyway, coz of talking to him face to face
I requested to go off early for my work =x
actually is 7pm left..
but the boss let me off at 5.30pm
ended up shopping at town
then bought mummy a gift.. =p
times jus flew and time to meet him lor..
after which i dont wish to say anymore..
nothing much or nothing nice to talk about it.

btw, mummy sorry that i will not be going to ur b'day BBQ..
will be working till 11pm.. hope u understand =)
and i noe u will =)

after sitting for 2hour plus,
of course time to go home lar..
walk and walk to funan there..
to take bus home..
anyway thanks chris again.. (=
oh ya.. my first record!!!
never ate the whole day!!!
but once i reached home..
i grab one bread and make a cup of hot milo for myself
to fill my stomach in case tmr morning i got my gastric.
just like I had it the whole day..

gotta stop here..
tmr another tiring day..
must woke up early to pray my grandparents.
hais..
remember to treasure everyone esp the elderly..
i misses my grandparents even though never seen them once i was borned.
hais =(
their soul will always beside me and support me!!

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lots of love
LiN(=