shaohan song

I simply luv this songs.
By zhang shao han..
Writen by JAY =)

LiN((:

last try

Last try.

Last shot.

There's nothing left behind anymore.


LiN((:

24/12/o7

Xmas Eve. 2412o7

Today is xmas eve.
I am alone.
Guess a lot of my fren with their loves one.
Waiting for the xmas day to arrive.
Counting down to xmas together.

Hais.

How i wish u are here by my side.
together with nicky boi
to count down to xmas!

I misses u so much.
Till waiting for u every now and then
Finally tmr u are coming back.
But have to wait to meet u the nxt day.
I just cant wait.
Guess I will be happy till I cant sleep.
Hurhursss..

Anyway,
Merry xmas ALL!!!
=)

LiN((:

Where r uuuu

Dear, where uuu..
I really need u but u are not around the whole day.
:(

LiN((:

yesterday & today.

yesterday. 21/12/o7

Went out with mingli after so long.
We met at about 3plus at cityhall.
Headed to funan, due to I need to repair my lappy.
Wonder when will I be able to collect it.

Headed down to bugis.
After she bought her shoe at URS at citylink :)
Bugis is quite crowded.
Brand new environment.
Walk at bugis until 11pm.
Woot...

I make something for dar at bugis.
He will have surprises when he came back frm hanzhou :)

Ate at bugis "new foodcourt"
Ate the western. Thanks to ahli,
she treated me :)
Its nice of her.. heh
The food not that bad.. I like mine..
spicy one.. =)
Quite a lot of nice food I guess.
Wanna head there when dar is back some day..

Finally get to chat with dar online last night.
We chated until 3plus then we sleep
=)
But until now, no news from him liaos.
haish..
Guess he is out.. shall wait for him to return to his hotel n chat with mi.
=))

Today.22/12/o7

Happy 11th month anni dar!
Though we cant celebrate,
its okay.
at least u still remember :)
you are my EVERYTHING!

LiN((:

Pondering

Pondering..

Hais.

19th dec

19th dec.

Today is the 3rd day of sean being away frm town.

I missed him so so much...
Hurs..
We can only contact each other via email.
He can't go into msn..
Stupid china.. can only allow ppl use QQ chat.
hahahaha...

Then no choice, but to contact him via email.
SMS and calling too ex..
:)

Counting down of him to return.
6 more days.. :)
Today unable to visit nicky boi.
But tmr will be findin him and as well as ahgong..
:)

Yawns..
today gonna go bedok..
Busy day.
My lappy need servicing again!!
even more sian.. :(

Shall update again~

LiN((:

The Pictures... my thoughts.

Yesterday I'd mentioned that I met my sec sch frens.
I have a lot of thoughts about it.
Guess I shld say out here.

All was late.
But ting and me reach first.
So we went to paragon to walk ard.

I feel sians ytd at first.
treating ting n me like transparent?
I dont know.
coz its like she say hi to elaine onli..
never even say hi to us..
How sad??

nvm..
Then keep talking to elaine.
I more sian..
so well, I talk with ting.

More.. but dun wanna say ler.
Feel sians..
Then one of the pic,
machiam only both of them taking..
they took so closely and me and ting leh?
majiam we nt in the photo.
argh..
even more sians.

NVM then..
let it be
dont spoil the day.
Just continue like nth happen.

Today went over to dar place.
Look after nicky.
Very sian.
Left off after one thing happened.
zzz...
Dont wanna go his house unless he's ard liaos.

yawns...

Took photo of nicky..
But lazi to transfer to my laptop.

I miss him...

LiN((:



Dont u agree with me about the pic??? one of the pic..
It's obvious......

1612o7

1612o7

Meet lynn, ting and elaine today.
Go town.
Saw teresa.
Chat and joke.
:)
very happy to meet them after so so long.

Ate dinner at cine billy bomber.
Elaine's treat though.
Didnt eat much.
Nw kinda hungry.
Guess go slp then can solve everything :)

Saw jocelyn at cine.
Haha.. been so long didnt see her
Jocelyn.. u saw this hor.. leave me ur blog add..
I lost it. xD


Sians.. nxt 8 days alone.
Hibernate.
heh..
Missing dar much..

But wil go visit nicky boi during the 8days.
So that he wun b bored too.
He smart nw..
Know what is sweet sweet which is his small bites.
:)

Shall stop here.
Kinda tired.
Ciaos.

Zhang shao han new songs.
From romantic princess de.
Her new haircut as well
Quite nice. :)






Ohh.. this one she say jay write for her a song in the album
And....
When she call him to write for her..
2-3hrs ltr its ready.
FAST!
:)


Lin ((:

1312o7

Now at home..
Today pon class xD
Realised that I can only get better grades on retailed..
The rest .. jialat..
:(

Bored..
Know what? 10 and 11 felicia chin and desmand koh came
for the yummy campus..
I only get to find felicia on 11th..
:)
She is so bright..heh..
Then took photo with her tgt with sharon.
=)

I tend to even send my photo to felicia chin :)

Holiday is coming..
nxt week dar going travel liaos.
Will be missing him..

LiN((:




Lovely felicia with us :)

I like this song by F.I.R as well.
They are here in sg on sat..
Saddly, I didnt go..
But its okay..
I will still love listening to their music..

Heard from the interview frm the news ytd,
that they have concert next year.
Probably if can, i wanna go..
ask dar acc me :)
heh..

Been trying to think who else to invite
for my 21st bday celebration.
Invited mainly my poly frenz. :)
Hmm not forgotten my dar of coz..
heh..

Wondering which day to pick though.
coz its been my bzi week on my bday week.
Coz... its my fyp ending date.
sians..
*pondering*


Shall update n tell u guys when and where.
:)

LiN((:

Hais

Super sian..
ALL my grades D or E

fcuk!!!

HOW.. I really feel so demoralized and...
SIANS

:(

Feel so stupid... didnt even get a C for my modules.
HAIS


STUPID!!

LiN((:

Thank you this stupid GUEST!

Yesterday went to ah neh house..
Coz dar need to collect his stuff as well.
She really do until very slow lor..
argh...

I guess i need to rush her to do more.
Otherwise its a lack of time.

Anyway, after tat we went to suntec arcade
tgt with din.
hah..
My dar very bad..
Tell everyone i bitten by nicky last time
so sad...

xD

Saw one lilo super cute..
But its veri hard to get it..
We always wanna aim LILO liaos.
for our lilo collections.
=)

Oh.. there is this guest in my tag..
Simply scare of telling me who the hell is he/she.
Probably the person is jealous.
of me?
hahahaha..
So wad my dear is travelling with his dad?
and i gonna spend my time alone?
Its only for one week.
Not as if he is gone for longgggg...
:)

And I believed that my love for him is strong..
Sooooo.. Its okay just for him to travel for a week with HIS DAD!
OK, GUEST!!!
dont think its your business to comment about my bf and me.
So get lost..
otherwise tag all u want..

LiN((:

o3/11/o7

Woot.. We have new collections of soft toys.
Two new soft toys added.
=)

One is pooh bear which only cost us $2?
Whereas the other one is LILO..
a nice LILO..
But dear spent $60 lor..
But worth it.. coz it cant be bought anywhere :)
Besides the toy..
Got A BIG BAG OF SWEETS la..
HAHa.. actually gt two small toys..
but we dont want.. we gif it to one gir gir in the arcade :)

It is staying at dar place.haha
Cant be with the rest of my collections though.
Otherwise took a family photo..
hehehe..

Since spending so much on just one softtoy alone,
we decided not to touch on arcade for a long period of time.
Probably after my b'day then catch : )

Today is my brother's b'day..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY..
Though he wont see my blog xD

UT for HR is much more better.
For the questions la..
But yet.. I do not think I can pass :(
SCARE of my UT 2.. haish..

Holiday coming..
Dont know am i looking forward or not?
hais..
Due to some reason which I mentioned b4 in my blog.
Sianss..
Holiday stay away frm meeee..

LiN((:


Our collections :)




See nicky... BUTT! xD

i miss u

Can I have a long lasting relationship with him?

Can I have a peaceful one with him?

I miss him.

I need him though.

But...

Things dont seems good for us.

What shld i do??
Can anyone tell me??


Sadded*


LiN((:

3o11o7

3o11o7

Now currently in class.
Class is so coldd..
Everyday the room is like super cold.
Really feel like winter places.
BurrBurr..
Class today is fine.
Jus that feeling sleepy and sians.

After school, nothing to do.
No activity.
Only dinner with him in school
Then full stop.
Go home! Aloneeee...

NO choice. Probably gonna go walk around at the nearest shopping mall alone.
Too bored to go home early.
haish..
some more today FRI!!!!!
THEN ... no activity at all.
HOW BORED IT CAN BE!

Zzzzzzz...

Just organise outing with lynn, ting and elaine.
On my second day of holodae.
Just hang out with them
Sit dwn and chit chat.
So long didnt meet them.
And finally here is the dae :)

Guess, I will update again.
Trying to hint that I really dont wan to go home..
But.. ... nvm
Then be it lor.
Zzzz..

UPDATED: (4.18pm)
Waiting for elaine for her ut
To go home tgt.
Boreddd..
I have simply no mood for anything
No mood doing work. Listen class. EAT!
Guess the night will be bored.
But its okay.. Shall bzi myself.
Find things to do..
Probably read novels which I bought.
BORED FRIDAY NIGHT!


LynU ((:

*Tired*

Been longg

I am back :)
Been quite some time didnt blog.
Bzi with school and dar and nicole :)

Hmmmm... Tmr will be the last day hanging out with nicole gir.
so sad though..
She's been very guai recently.
finishing up all her dry and canned food clean!
Such a cutie pie

anyway, my laptop sucks..
send to service center..
say nth is wrong its been working fine.
Jus nid to reformat it in sch.
But I reformated before servcing.
Isnt it sucks?
If again things happen, I gonna go dwn again.
argh

Darling gng overseas during 3 weeks of sch holiday.
SAD!
Cant celebrate xmas with him la
Our first xmas celebration is gone.
hais..
super sad..
Dont even noe how to cheer myself upppp

Time for bed.
Tmr schooling..

can time pause nw..
Dont wish school holiday comes.. xD

Lynu ((:



Nicole in action again!




Today webcam dear in msn.
heh..
He's smelling nicole.. not kissing her..
But looks like right?
Such a gentle ger with my dearie :)
*hugsss*

19th Nov

19th Nov

Didnt go school last min..
Decided so last min with dar.
Meet him at woodlands.
Walk one quarter of the path to school
we u-turn and go back to station
and headed to city hall
for our breakfast.
Ate at "QI JI"
niceeee :)
then still so early, we just loiter around there
and waited for the shops to open.

We went to arcades
from marina square to suntec
and dear n me catch one more soft toy. :)
Thanks dar again!

We plan to collect it
Keep collecting our collections of soft toy in arcade
hehe..
in future we can placed it nicely.

21st Nov
Dar go for NS checkup
He kena Pes "b"
at first he had a lot of "A"
Then he say a lot of excuses then drop to B.. hehe

He aiming for "C"
haha. =)
Then hang around at Town n looking for mp3's.
Dar aiming Samsung K3 :)
i aiming my T10 leh..
Soo damn ex..

sians..
No money recently due to need pay ahneh.
:(

Nothing much to blog.
Tmr will be our 10th months..
:)
time flies..
And sooner or ltr, we are tgt for a year :)
I am waiting for that day to come..

Lynu ((:

More photos

Not long ago, get to see nicole gir again.
SHe's still as cutee as ever.
:)

When dear dad come home,
she's damn happy.
Jump up and down.
Sooo cuteeee.. :)

Next week gonna see her again.. SHall take more more photos of her!
:)

Went to clark quey on friday..
due to some reason :)
Then walk around there.
Quite nice to hang around with dar.
We walk around at the mall.
Then took some photos outside the mall
=)

Then as for today...
DEAR so pro..
Catch a softtoy at J8 arcade for meeee :)
A dino... :)
He very determined.
Coz he keep complaining how come everyone can win something and yet he cant
Then we tried 2 more times and the dino dropped!!!
total just spend $6 for it lor
After it droped down, gt one stranger say to dear
"LI HAI"
hehehe..

I love it a lot
Thanks darling..
muacks
Now catching softtoy at arcade become out hobbies at there
hAHAHAHAaa

Lynu((:



Nicole girgir






This is the dino softtoy he caught for me
:D

My words

SPECIALLY to * SEAN * (dear)

I do not know what am i trying to do.
I feel that I am kinda hush in everything.
But probably we really need more time.


Those days we together or even before,
I MISSED THEM.
Wonder what do we lack of?
I guess we really lack of communication most.
I should have care more. but..
You should noe what I dislike about.

That's the only thing I dislike other then that I am very happy.
Hope you do understand how much I feel.

I LOVE YOU!

Lynu and Seanu :)

SUPER SICK.
YET STILL GOT SO MANI THINGS HAPPENING AROUND.

its making me feeling worst n worst for my illness.
SUCKS!

Lynu((:

Sick~

Oh nooo.. i am sick this holiday.
AND somemore sick during the last few days of my holiday.
HOW SAD can that be?

Terrible flu cum sore throat.
Guess I didnt have enough drink of water :(

Have many problems recently.
Tired of it.
Explaining is hard..
But no harm explaining.

Tue onwards full of UTs..
Tue, Thurs and Fri..
argh...
Tired..
Gonna study abit ltr.
Due to tmr no time...
Ciaos
Hope i can get well soonnn
:'(

Lynu((:

o711o7

o611o7

yesterday meet dear at amk
planned to watch movie before hand.
Watched "Unrest"

Soooo, I was early at amk.
coz dar having PP evaluation.
Waited for quite long..
an hour plus.. :(

But was eating at mos alone.
Reading magazine and wait lor
Let the time passed.

Then he reached we go get ticket at cathay.
And know what stupid sales guy did?
He give us wrong movie show!!
Been waiting to go in to watch.
Then when it is 2:50pm..
I checked the ticket.
It's showing at 3.10pm.
Then realised that how come so late.
nvm..
then go in.. I realised its another show!
SUCKS la..
its "the seekers"
wth...

Then dar go refund the show..
Then no choice.. dun wanna wait till evening watch the unrest.
Sooo, we picked another movie to watch.
"Brothers"
Nice...
Meaningful show..
ITs worth watching. (:

So, ended up no Unrest.
Gonna catch tt show the next time ler

Bored.. gonna go school ltr to print my PP stuffs.
Fri presenting.
Hope it is gd.. =(

Lynu((:

A week of holiday.

29/1o/o7

It was the last day at the place
tgt with nicole.
Saddd.. I miss her lots.
Been everyday accompany her everyday.
Misses her much..

At night bring her down fro a walk,
saw a golden retriever running to her.
Wanna play with her.
But she dont seem to be liking it.
She feels irritated and scare..
Keep hiding behind me.

The retriever v active!
First time seen such a active retriever.
haha..
I also scare.
Dar oso abit.. coz the retriever jump up to his face.
HAHA
can see how active he is.

keep wanna chase nicole to play.
But nicole scare..
keep barking back.
Leaving there at about 10plus.
Took cab to station.
And home swit home...

3/11/o7

Now is the start of the one week holiday.
This holiday is a extra one.
Coz it is mend for presentation on PP.
OH dear.. mine on friday.
Kinda worried about it
Got three evaluator.
Kinda stressssss..

Hopefully it turns out to be a relaxing one.
*BLESSED*

Got a shocking news.
FYP2 evaluation starts on 16 JAN!
and its my bdae..
Hope i will not get to present on tt day.
But however, if on that day persentation
it isnt that bad.
Mayb there is luck?
haha..
It all depends.

Waiting for dar to play finish tennis
then meet him for lunch..
Shall go amend my fyp work soon.
Tkcare peeps.

LynU ((:

Picutes taken on the last day with nicole:











Videos of nicole (:

updates

22/1o/07

Our nine months :)
I bought dear donuts which I get at bedok
Guess he likes it.
We pon school and went to celebrate
heh...
Went to town to eat seoul garden.
My treats to him
Always been him treating me.
So this time round I treat him.

Then went walk around before heading home.
He crazi.. at taka..
he wear some masks and I took some pic of him
so farni..
Crazi dar..





27/1o/o7
Go stay over with dear..
staying tgt with nicole girl..
she's so lovely.
Isnt she?

Bring her to play with nicky.
And she kinda scare of him.
hahaha..

I enjoy staying over with dar..
Hope he too enjoy :)




This pic nice rite?
took it at dar there.
The evening sky is damn nice at nee soon camp there.
:)

Gonna go get some rest.
Shall update agan

Ciaos.
nights

LynU ((:

this sucks

woot~

It's finally back to me..
thanks to dar..

He's always there for me no matter what.
I'm emo for the rest of the day..
He's there to cheer mi up.
Though i am still givin e sad face..
he still keep on trying hard.
And try to get it back for me

Thanks darling..
LynU((:

181oo7

181oo7

I don't know what am i doing and thinking.
Always see you like this tolerating..
I really feel so pain in my heart.
Just that you might not notice or know.

And that is why i .. ... .. .....

Hold me tight baby.
dont lose me... k?

Looking forward our 9th month.
Thinking of where to go.
singapore is boring. that's all.
=X

Now I feel helpless.
I really don't know what am i thinking of.
Still feeling painful.
Hais...

LynU ((:

141oo7

141oo7

Remember I mention about the new nano?
It really looks so funky to me.. heh..
Small and fat.. saw it at funan last week
hmmm... I think overall old one nicer bah.



But its kinda cool..
Buy from website..
manage to engrave something at the back of the nano
cool right?



today got so much things to do.
complete my PP which I did half yesterday.
revise my two UTs on mon n tue.
Hospitality and business finance.
Read my fyp work.
woah.. and now i give up on reading first.
wanna study for busines finance after blogging (:

afternoon mit dar for lunch.
went to novena..
Walk around after eating till so full. (:
enjoy every moment with him that's all.

Oh.. i change abit of my image?
gonna wear my new spects instead of lenses ler
it costs much if i continue wearing contact lens.
Soooo, get a new spects for myself.
and guess what? i waited for 20mins and my spects are ready for collection
hoho~ thats fast rite?

Gonna go study liaos.
Shall update again..

LynU ((:

121oo7

121oo7

Today do one good deed..
Went to maine house and look at the abandon dog.
It's totally look likes nicky when i first saw her.
I am in love with her
as she's damn guai..
though she looks emo and scare.
After awhile she's fine and adapt to me n dar.
We bring her home..
But unable to keep her.
Due to some reasons.
then went dwn keep thinking of finding who to adopt it.
Hais.

But ended up find one fren of dar can keep her
so glad she can have a home to stay.
She's damn guai.. look like nicky but nicole character.
(:
Hope can see her soon.

I just hate those owners who abandon them.
So poor thingy lor
And this dog.. she's so skinny.
Hope she's born to be like this instead of any other illness.
:(



Didnt he look like nicky?
heh...
Dear oso quite like her.
He say next time owe a female dog.
Guai guai de.. (:
oh ya.. when bring her home..
she wanna make fren with nicky..
but nicky dun wan like that,.
then she so scare of him.. so cutee..
keep following nicky..
When nicky go living room to kitchen
the dog follow him.. and halfway through, the dog chase her tail
so farni n adorable.

shall end here.
Update again.

LynU(:

o91oo7

o91oo7

Now in class.
Today need to role play.
Bad interview and Good interview.
HR elective....

Kinda tired today.
Yawns..
Wish that class end early..

Knew that new ipod nano is out!
It's so cute..
mini and fat like that.
HAHAHA..
*dreaming*
(not hinting anything)

Dar recently always ask me whether I issit hinting him
hahaha..
No of course (:

Argh... sleepy..
Tonight gonna chiong my fyp stuffs.
Super sian..
Lots of thing haven do yet...

PS: upload the photo ltr.. blogger dun let mi upload (:

LynU ((:

Will it be true?

Scary..
I had a terrible dream..
it really looks so real..
I am too scareee nw..
hais..

I am super bored.
Nothing to doooo...
Thinking of fyp...
I feel sians... :(

its super difficult lor..
argh...
I wanna die lor...
Anyway, gonna find something to do.
If not I will die of boredom..

one of nicky photo..
more to gooo :)


Cute?? hehehee..
*abit blurr*


Finally capture a pic with nicky :)
Before he cut his hair.. hees


Lynu & Seanu :)

o61oo7

Everything is bacK to normal.
But.. I'm still feeling so upset sumhow.
It takes time..
But i simply hate being doubted.
Tt's all

Yesterday watched resident evil with dar.
Nice show.. :)



oh.. nicky has his grooming today.
He looks super youngg.. cute!!
shall take more photos of his new haircut soon.
I bought him some sweet sweet.
heh.. he likes it.. :)
he eats everything..
hahahaha~


Tmr alone at home.
finally finish PP report.. thanks dar
he helps me.. :)
Hope it can be approved lor.
Super sian

Sleepy..
I guess gonna rest.
Tmr got nth to do.. maybe read through my PP report :)

Ciaos

Lin((:

Wadever

I simply hate being doubted!
Whatever it is...
if you feels that its mi, then so be it!

And even if she still likes u..
of course I will be upset.
and I dont FEEL GOOD!
do you understand how i exactly feels?
I feel that you dont..

Just put urself into my shoe.
How will you feel?
I just dont feel the security.
That's it.

If we gonna end it.
So be it..
Dont wish to see u unhappy nor i dun want to be unhappy.

LiN

i hate it

this is simply sucks!!
I just simply hate those people whom always
like to tell my bf about what my past is about!
fcuk off lah..
It's none of ur business isnt it?

I guess they are just cannot stand how loving we are?
I dunno..
Just my guessing..

I am damn not happy with what is happening behind my back lah
argh!!

So, you guys just get out of my side!
and dont come and bother about me!

Now, currently alone with nicky.
Dar went to teach.
So.... i'm alone at his house waitin for him :)
Shall go read about my fyp resources ..
There's a lot to read.
Ciaoss~

LiN((:

Children day

Today is a tiring day.
From no where,
dear and me decided to go SPCA..
Coz he found the way to go there.
So we wanna go there and take a look at the dogs there.
If got like any dog, might consider adopting one

We took 28 from tpy.
at first we overshoot.
then no choice.. take back towards tpy de side.
Then finally reach SPCA.
Quite easy to go there :)

First time been there.
fun.. though kinda smelly there.
LOLs..
First to saw is this jack russel.
He's cuteee.. hyper.. keep wanted to go out.
Oh ya.. there is this x breed dog..
2mths plus old only.. black though.
She's very attach to me.
HAA.. Bite my bag.. then after tt like wanna keep trying to bite me
Kinda scare.. lols.. keep asking dear to pull her off

I like her.
Coz she keep sticking to me :)
DEAR went into one of the big dog.
The dog looks innocent.
But it is not after he went in.
It bites dear.
Poor dear...

Anyway, its really fun being there.
You guys should go and see those poor dog.
I hate ppl who abandon their dogs.
Dear condo there gt one white husky.
Think he's injured and being abandoned.
SPCA came and bought him away.

This morning at my house dwnstairs.
This black big dog was alone.
I took 2 pics of it.
One of them ah.. i took kind of near..
he shock!! then jump backwards.
so farnii.
Wanna touch him.. but scare it bites.
It looks angry..

Aniway, walk abit while then head off..
Swim in the evening about 7pm.
Cooling..
I prefer to swim at evening..:)
Tired nw..
mayb coz swam a number of laps.
Shall rest early.
Ciaos..





LiN((:

3oo9o7

Hello peeps!!!

Been some time I've blogged!
Recently, been so stressed up.
And as well as feeling tired.

What happened recently is that I always been bzi
of my FYP!!
ZZZZZ..
Now so sleepy..
Went to my cousin wedding dinner.
Talk quite a lot with my cousins..

Talk about his past when young..
quite farni..
The food overall is not bad.
except for the dessert, yam.
it tastes sucks..

The small gift they give is nice and cute
woo~

Waiting for more photos to upload.. :)



I miss dear..
Apologise to him due to my busy-nessss..
:(
Next week can acc u more ler..
k? :)

Gonna go do abit of my report.
ciaos...

Lin((:

Designing photos.

Ohh..
finally I've managed to design my photo.
Though all are old photos.
heeess..

I shall take more new photos and design it this way
in future.

:)






Currently i love this song "If Everyone Cared"
Don't know why..
hehe



I guess today I cant get to start my codings.
My supervisor haven get back to me about our diagrams.
DIE!
no time..

LiN((:

22o9o7

22o9o7

I love today!
Catch movie with darling.

"Now Pronounce You Chuck and Larry"






It's nice!
super nice!!
:)
farni as well.. hehe..
sad in serveral parts.
abit of tears roll dwn my eyes.
=X

Anyway... after movie,
went marketing with dar.
we planned to cook pasta.
Dear actually cook for me.
but i help him in some ways.
Thanks.
I enjoy the cooking together :)
the pasta is nice!
took several photo :)






HAHHA~
Caught dear eating his pasta :)



And this is how nicky looks b4 we eat!

He wanna eat too..
we gave him some pasta..
But w/o the gravy lah :)

Bring him down to walk.
When i keep showing nicky the key..
he noe that I am going to bring him out!
he excited and keep making a lot of noise
till i wanna open the door.
hehehe..

Currently trying a program to design photos
but gt hard time..
Shall figure it out.
coz it has watermark
which i am trying to find a way to remove it.

LiN((:

stressful life.

I feel so stressful with my school work
Imagine 2 weeks to complete one full project
though the scope of the project is simple
simple application to be done.
But.. yet.. I am not good at codes.
I've to chiong like mad.
and afraid didnt have a good outcome in the end.
haish.

Then i will feel that this two weeks Ive wasted my time on it.
And like this i might as well rather choose to concentrate on my second project?
and dont rework on the first one.

:(

Can someone KILL me?:(

LiN((:

9 days left

21o9o7

Today meet my team mates for my fyp.
Completed our diagrams and interface.
phew!
faster faster wanna chiong codes ler.
:)

Tmr 8th for us.
wooo..
gonna cook pasta together at nite :)
will upload the pic of our creation heh..

Today is the last ep of "falling in luv"
didnt watch but recorded.
watching it ltr.
Hmmmm.. watch that show coz of Jesseca Liu !
My new idol~
woo~



Oh ya.. there's a new taiwan series by zhang shao han
tgt with wuzun~
cool~
Catch it in youtube wor:)
kinda of dragy but nice.
coz gt the both of them :)



tmr gonna rest..
Coz we cant do fyp yet.
till supervisor check our diagrams.
Hope everything went smoothly :)

Counting down of submission: 9 days

LiN((:

2oo9o8

20o9o8

Time flies...
Left 9days to complete my first fyp
shuts...

Gonna chiong liaos..
zoom zoom..
nowadays i v tired.
coz of school.
been feeling moody.
no appetite.
sorry DEAR.. :(

I miss you!!
do you?
:)

Today sh in my TEAM
omg
terribly sucks..
my team presented 1hr like that lor
sians..
pissed off by her.
Same to chervl
my new teammate.

It's kinda late.
update again.
tmr got many things to do
ciaos..


LiN((:

school starting

16o9o7

Sians..
Tmr school starts ler.
I don't feel like going to school lor.
I want more more holiday!
haish..

Anyway, today is the last day I can see barry and nicole.
Last day playing with them.
I simply loves them lots.
They are so farni and cute.
Barry kisses meeee :)
kiss my cheek.
how cute is he!!! :)

He likes to lick and lick.
and I play with him a lot. :)
trying hard to capture photo of him.
Kinda difficult.
coz he cannot sit still. lols.

But manages to took some of them.
And took videos.
Now i feel like having my own puppy.
either mini maltese or just a normal maltese.
THEY ARE cute.. and wants a lot of attention.
Anyway, barry plays with dar toooo
When dar called out loud " nicole.. come here"
barry ran to him and want dar to carry him
sooo cuteee..
he just wanna make nicole jealous bah.
lols..

Cant stop looking and playing with both of them
wondering when will be the nxt time playing with barry.
:(

Hmmmm..
Shall stop here then.
Coz currently thinking of dar.
til cant slpppp :(
luv and missin him.

HERE is the photos and videos of BARRY and NICOLE!


VIDEOS:






PHOTOS:







LiN((:

14o9o7

14o9o7

Yesterday catch a movie with dear.
"THE INVASION"





before watching it, I actually not v sure abt this movie is about wad.
lols..
So... we just watch
It's nice~
:)
The actress is good at it.
good shot!

Then after movie head back to rest.
Been slping quite late recently.
about 3am.
Zzz.. 2 more days school gonna start.
and we'll all stress about FYP again.
I will be extra stress.
Coz have to work on my first fyp as well.
SUCKS.

then the fyp2 allocation is sucks too
must noe about business and finance thing.
and i dunno wad the hell they wan us to do.
oh my god.
i'm scare i will fail again.
hais..
Someone can help me?? :(

LiN((:

13o9o7

Nothing much to blog.
so blog this.
I enjoy watching 9pm show too.
The song below sang by diya.
:)



youtube can get to watch the ep. of the show.
woo~
nice!
:)

nicole recently actually eat dry vege food.
But yesterday she stopped.
unless there's some meaty food with it
then she ate it.
sians.

Hmmm...
Nicole loves walking at the side of the pool
haha..
The neighbour nxt door puppy,
always find nicole play.
barry, mini maltese..
He's so cute.
heh..
always want to steal nicole kissss... :)

lols.. then nicole always act fierce and scare barry.
barry barks and stay away frm her.
haha.. farni..

hopee can take photo of barry soon.
coz he's hard to take.
he always move abt.

LiN((:

12 Sept

120907





I simply quite like this song!
a song from 7pm channel 8 show.
Its nice.
I like the zishan. :)
she's so independent.
Zici is noisy though but a straight forward person.
Zihui leh.. she's kind hearted.
waiting for her to makeover.

Been looking after nicole with dear.
Been quarreling.
but everything will b okie bah.
coz I LUv u!

fyp rework project scope is out!
guess i meeting my teammate on sch reopen monday.
Meanwhile i guess I wanna try at home doing abit.
if possible.
Otherwise enjoy nw and chiong when sch starts.
Left about 5 more days.

Wondering what i will do when dear no lesson on tue.
hais..
I will be bored.
and be god!

Yawns..

going out soon.
ciaos.

LiN((:

nicolee..

o9o9o7

Been to dear daddy house till late nite
1.30am then reach home.
my re work fyp gonna finish by 2 weeks.
stresssss..

lazi update.
see the photo here







LiN((:

bad grades :(

o7o9o7

Haish..
fyp result and gpa are out!
DID VERY BADLY!
damn sian...
cry*
thanks to dear keep trying his best to cheer me up.
Have no choice but to rework my first fyp ler.
Dont wanna it to pull dwn my overall gpa dwn.

So, ltr gonna go for the briefing with one of my teammate.
Hais.
I cant get the result out of my mind
feeling so stress..
2fyp next semester to be done..
Mostly, gonna outsource for the second one and concentrate doing on our first one.
NO CHOICE!

So envy people whom get A.
hais..
I got no A since i step into RP.
NOT A SINGLE ONE!
i feel so sucks in myself.
hais.

Even though dear say he will always support me
till old..
but I am not satisfied with my own result like this.
Is not i dun wanna work hard.
DO so much yet cant get a better grades i want
I am so disappointed!

No mood in doing any thing liaos.
Hai.

Shall go prepare to sch.
Ciaos.

LiN:((

o5o9o7

o5o9o7

Second week of holiday is here.
Time flies so fast ah..
=X
My PP almost complete :)
thanks to dear.
Left the conclusion portion only.
and need to do some slides.

Hmmm...
Past few days my lappy send to repair AGAIN!
Coz of the audio and motherboard.
Sians..
Been heading to fujitsu for 3 times
THIS HOLIDAY!

Oh ya.. I cut my hair..
It's no longer long hair liaos.
=)
about hebe length?
haa..
overall it looks fine.
Dear like it :)
hees..

new hairstyle for meeeee..

LiN((:

3oo8o7

3oo8o7

Just came back from supper with him n his dad.
Today finally get to see barry..
he's so cute..
super mini maltese..
omg~
he's like so light.. only abt 1kg plus.
cutie cutie.
But he bark damn loud n sharp!

Nicole dun like playing with him.
haha..

Know a lot of things abt that tiny maltese..
It's really difficult to look after.
need a lot of time and patient.
=)

Have dinner with auntie.
watched the latest movei, "1408"
Quite nice~

LiN((:




*isn't this cute?*

28o8o7

28o8o7

Finally i can online using my lappy liaos =D
Wooo~
But there is nothing in my lappy.
not much songs.
but got several shows.. =)

Today went watch movie with dearie n his ah gong :D
Bring ah gong go cinema watch 881!
It's quite nice..
farnii.. =)
dearie keep laughing.
hees..



got one song kept appearing in my brain
argh
But nvm.. heh..
soon will gone :)
Ahgong first time watch movie in cinema.
heh..
He's cute..
How i wish I can watct it with my own ahgong too
hais..

Yawns..
haven start PP yet.
SOonnn..
tmr.. :)

LiN((:

25o8o7

Able to online for awhile.
Coz bro not using the PC.
He's always in front of the pc..
and i will not able to online.

Holiday alreadi started.
Wooo..
Quite bored..
but everyday with dar..
I am not bored.
heh..

Dar currently broke.
coz of PSP he bought.
lols..
I play the PSP with him too.
haha..
Fun :D

this holiday gonna be bored too.
Next week gonna do finish my PP project.
at his house.
he's still helping me of course :)
thanks dar..

sooo.. nxt week will be doing PP.
Then find a day gonna go cycle!
heh..
if possible..
and singing toooo =)

alright.. gonna prepare to go meet him ler
if possible i'll update again. =D

LiN((:

21o8o7

Today the class got 17 ppl.
But slowly one by one leaving the class.
haha.. wonder y..
If i can pon, I surely pon ler..
It's so boring lah.
Esp. when I am alone in clas.
No frens to go walk ard wif.
Dear not ard.

So... Sitting in the cold room stoneing.
Watch half of the rat cartoon =D
its so cute lah..
Farnii..
Stop watching coz i dun want to watch all alone.
Plus am tired...

Sooo, nw doing nth..
my baby change to so ugly character lor.
yucks..
=X
but quite cute lah :)

I hate being alone.
Hais..
Bored.
cant do anithing.
Rather be at home all alone.
Can slp!

Tmr 7th month :)
Hope tmr will be a gd day for us.
kiss*

LiN((:

2oo8o7

19o8o7

Slept till very late.
then zoom to go dearie house.
together have bunch (breakfast cum lunch)
He drove and we go have our prata :)
yummy..
have one plain and one cheese egg...
=)
We share one milo dino.
woo~

Alright.. after that we head home..
It's raining..
been raining recently.
Nice weather to sleep!

So we watch tv and DVD..
to pass the time..
until evening meet his dad to eat dinner.
the dinner is simple but nice :)

chatted awhile.
Play with nicole :)
she's so cute..
then when dearie n his dad watch soccer..
me watch tv in the room.
watch till wanna slp.


Okie..so...
dearie watch till 1am..
so late..
then his dad drove me back..
and dearie head supper with his dad.
:)
Been a tiring day.

Slept straight after shower.
zzz..

2oo8o7

Currently in class.
Slacking.
finally got "SECRET" ost.
from my classmate.
woo~

I hope today will get at least a "B" lor.
but if didnt get..
expected.
didnt do anithing at all!
=X

Go meet dear for break ler.
Ciaos..

LiN((:

Monopoly game

17o8o7

Now in class.
Nothing to do today.
Class quite slack today..
Playing monopoly..
But instead of just playing the monopoly,
our tasks are to record entries as well.
since its accounting lesson.

Boring..
have to indicate the journal entries
do P&L accounts and also balance sheet.
yawns...

But yet.. I slack.
All i do is recording journal entries..
easy task..
then feel like slacking the rest of the day.
yawns..

Waiting to go for a talk..
with dearie..
=)
Weather is so colddd..
burrbuurr...

Oh ya.. finally watched secret.
=)
the ending is quite shocking to me.
Quite nice the show though its only 100mins.

Next movie will be licence to wed..
With dearie :))
probably watching on sat..
Sunday heading with dearie for dinner.
=)
Bzi weekend.

Looking forward for the holidays.
woo~

LiN((:

babies...

16o7o8

Wooo...
My babies gt 2 sons :D
hahhaa..
they are damn cuteee...
So happy...

Feel friday today..
yawns...
Holiday is coming..
declare holiday on thurs.. :D
Wont be going for the last day of school.

Accounting UT today.
sucks... its like no time to complete it.
super bored la..
should be able to do de..
but the problem is time consuming.
haish..

No choice..
its over..
so just hope for the best from the results.
=)

LiN((:

boy boy and girl girl

11o8o7

Boy boy and gir gir is out
=)

They are so cuteee...
though are sometimes naughty..
hehes.
loves and heart them.
dearly also same..
hehe

I miss dar..
unable to meet him most sunday though.
but its okay..
coz he meeting his dad for dinner mah.
forgiven :)

tmr gonna catch jay show.
sorri dear.. cant acc u.
have to ask boy boy n girgir pei u ler
=)

LiN((:

1oo8o7

didnt get to watch secret.
:(
Hope can watch it nxt week.

My lappy is send for servicing..
hope by next week it is ok ler..
Then i wun b so bored in class.
Hais.
guess monday gonna go sch early to borrow laptop!
if not how to survive in class w/o laptop???
hurhurs..

LiN )):

O9O8O7

i wanna have a nice day today.
it begins nicely.
but it comes out ugly at the end of the day!
it simply sucks!!
fcuk fcuk fcuk!!!

i hate myself for being like this.
i am simply damn mad abt it!
do you really know how i feel????
0r maybe u dun!!!???
coz u r not me..

i hate that ger.. coz of some reason!
entertaining her? u enjoy?
go ahead..
hurt me more!
if u want!

i am going crazy.
i am so hurt.

Mit mingli straight after i left.
sitting around at the top lvl of vivo.
talk n talk..
try to forget everything.
but cant..

feel like killing myself.
its so not fair i feel.
unfair for myself.
i am tired..

LiN

o8o8o7

o8o8o7

FYP day for me n my teammates..
Was feeling terribly nervious till we waited till v v v long
should be started on 3pm..
but we ended up start at 3.30 like that.
Zzz

Kena shoot by the JOHN..
Sucks...
Guess the grade will not be what i xpected liaos.

hais..
Kind of disappointment after all.
But good thing is that it is finally over!
now better concentrate more on my PP
but the problem is my cousin nv reply my email!
Cant continue to do.
sians..

Guess maybe this weekend sms him abt it again.
My lappy is dying soon.
Kept havin blue screen yesterday in class.
Ended up didnt do work at all.

Guess if fri still the same..
Gonna send to fujitsu for repair.
:(

LiN((:

31o7o7

31o7o7





Went to watch preview of disturbia..
It's quite nice.
But not to the stage of very nice lah..

Hmmm..
I saw news in today saying that yesterday jay came to sg!
omg~
and saw the notice at cine that yesterday he is at the cathay lor
hurs..

nvm lor.. haish..
surely cant get to see him toooo..
Anyway, i enjoy today with dearie..
Sorry baby..
And get well soon :)

LiN((:

3o07o7

Tmr gonna catch movie @ cine :)
free tic from M1..

finally handed in the fyp work.
Saw one of my evaluator.
She looks nice to us..
hahaha.. hope really is nice..

Sian.. fyp got RJ to do
this sucks~
I wannt slp soon..
so tired..

Heard s.h.e went redhill yesterday 6pm like that
omg~
Didnt know..
Anyway.. here is 1 of the pic i get.
Gonna get some more soon..
and videos..



LiN((:

2 days and 8 days.

280707

wooo~ finally finish my fyp.
Left editing of report.
Have to finish it by today~
=)
2 more days to submit it.
8 more days for presenting.
Scare scare.. :(

I get 2 free tics to watch distribia.
gonna go claim it later at m1 paragon :)
Hmmm..
Been veri tired ever since rushing fyp.
Tot cant get to slp last nite coz chiong the report.
But with the help of cy..
everything is done :)

i like this song.
by jin sha. :)



Ltr meeting dear.
shall go off first.
Ciaos

LiN*((:

Venom VS Nicky baby

I edited this photo..
woo~
I luv this~

hahaha..

Venom Vs Nicky baby :)

besides that creation..
I create one all venom for dearie :)





LiN((:

updates

jay concert in japan =)

I am bored.
Sorry i didnt feel like talking.
Kinda moodless.

See nicky!!
after so long.. he finally cut his long long hair.
hahaha..
Isn't nicky cute? =D
Thanks dear for taking the photo
and show me after his haircut yesterday(21/07)






LiN((:

sad.

Hais.. I realised something..
It makes me so sad..

You should know why..
But now cant do anything also.
Spend the sunday alone then..

Disappointed*




LiN((:

6 months..

22o7o7

It's a very special day
FOR baby and me..
it's our 6th month :)
Time flies isnt it dearly?

I love you!
yea :D

Thanks for the day..
Ate sakae for our lunch..
even though the day went simple.
But I enjoy it tgt with u..

Hope you loves ur gift frm me
though its not a surprise.
=)

LiN((:

pain..

15o7o7

Didnt hang out with dearie today.
He's busy today.
Soooo staying at home.
In so much pain
wanna die liaos.
:(

But currently feeling better.
At home trying to do my fyp and some pp.
Nw have to rush for it.
Dateline is coming nearer and nearer.
SAVE ME!

So bored till I dl-ed show to watch
"tian cai cong cong cong"
quite nice..
Then recently been listening to tis song
"BIG GIRLS DONT CRY"
intro by dear.
a nice song.
Here goes its mtv. :)



"4 in the morning"
is nice too :)



LiN((:

can't forgive

I simply cant forget myself.
Sorry!
But it takes time...



LiN((: