Dunno why my blog link shld be still calling happiness ...
its no longer a happiness anymore!

ever since 2nd march!!!
I will never forget it in my whole life!

The worst r/s I had ever had!

3 year so wad?
its a piece of shit after all...
It meant nothing..
regret doing so so much in this r/s
shld have stop this since the day u slap me
at north point!

Then i will not be so suffer til like this
Can stupid lyn stop crying!!
silly lyn stop thinking of getting back?
main thing is stop crying.. else flu will never ever stop...
Shall go back gaming..
Doubt will be doing well in my o level this year..
just go ahead waste the stupid money..!!!

cos i giv up everything..
gonna giv up my hope in childcare!

god ... make me sick forever.. cough till death!
I have no hope in living in this world anymore~
though its silly.
but i think this is it...
deleted ur contact.. so that i will never sms u..
shall start to forget every moment wit u..,
tink of the bad moment .. mayb will make me hate u ..
hate the r/s..!!

maybe i shall stop blogging here..
maybe I shall start a new link..
put this as a past!!
and a bad one.. :'(

LyN

PS: gonna go find someone for a alcoholic drink!!!!

The day of centre closure is cool~
can relax..
Work only with boss and principal.
no stress.
finished all the work being assigned.

carried a 3 mth old baby ger..
she cry b4 she sleep.
I pat her..
within 1 min she slp..
:)

Not long..
she cried again... keep crying w/o stop
then i carry her.. she stopped..
cute!! :)

the day went well.
go wake.
go dinner at clementi.
bk home after that.
A fast friday just over lik this.

Damn sian!! ask him wanna watch movie..
yet kena reject!
next time i shall not ask liaos
make me super moodless! -.-
Shall sleep n sleep during my weekend..
Or mayb i shld ask fren for drink!!!!!!
damn moody!! some alcohol shld be GD!!! ARGH!

Damn it~!!

LiN((:

I hate the pain!
my gum pain!
guess its ucler? hah
so super pain..
its jus killing me!

Hmmm... ever since yesterday evening i started to lose my voice!
dunno why so sudden.
todae worst when go work. haha
so farni.. everyone kept laughing..

Even pg2 jodie loo so cute
teacher lyn "mei you shen ying le"
i smile and say ya jodieee. :)

hahaha...
trying not to shout at the kid..
but i jus cant..
and yet my voice couldnt come out!
doubt they will understand wad i am talking~

Started to fall sick each time...
for this month!!
I had even tok to my other boss .. new boss that i may nid to rest..
Mayb not starting work so early..
probably week 2 or 3 of april.

So sad to hear ivy's dad passed away.
Hope i am able to go over to the funeral with my colleages.
Hope she is fine.

Thanks to one of the kid dad..
for asking me to take care..
Such a nice dad.. hah...

Feeling more and more unwilling to leave the centre due to the kids :(
1 more week to go :(

LyN

I HATE THE REASON U GIVE ME!!!

MAKING ME SUCH A FOOL FOR THE 3 YEARS.
HOLDING FOR SO LONG..

CAUSING ME TO HAV SO MANI PATCH UP AND BREAK UP WIT U ...

ITS ALREADY UNFAIR FOR ME NW.. F

My heart hurts so much once i saw the msg.

Once I saw the contact on the list.

Once I was being left alone.

When I was walking from novena to somewhere I dont noe..

Just simply walking aimlessly down the road side.

Thinking nothing but feeling the pain.

Tears coming down from both eyes like tapwater.

Sitting at owen road alone.

Thinking hard.

one hour to two hour passed.

number of buses went by..

And after that board the next one.

Change bus to go back home...

Eyes tiring.
Sleep till the nxt morning to wrk~


Friday after work..

Went back home to slp straight w/o dinner...

Till the nxt morning.. 7plus ... :)
so fresh.. hahahaha~!!!

Simply loves friday.. can slp n slp wihtout waking up and worri that there is work on sat!

:)


LiN

Get scolded todae..
f up..
If you are so alert every single injuries from home... then u do the job..
ARGH!!!
try doing it everyday!!
since u say that if i cant be more alert.. u will nt put me outside..
then do so la.. f!

So angry...
Lucky i am leaving.
f up boss!!!

:( wasted $80 for stupid lung testing..
and in the end nothing went wrong with my lung..
yet.. still recommand me to go ENT..
crazy.. not going to fall into the hole!!! :D

:(

Out till 3am.
Chill outside with fren.
Just hoping that you are doing good without me ..

Falling more and more sick.
Had fever last night b4 going out.
But after walkin and walking..
Fever went down.
Bad flu.. (Ah choo!!!)
Bad sore throat (ahem ahem)
Cough (not recovered yet)

Lookin forward for my interview tmr.
At thomson.. its another cherie heart..
Infant care...
:)
Wanna try.. since i had experience with toddlers.. now its time for infant side :D

Yawns..

LyN

The last breakup I had we managed to gt bk together..

But once again~ the r/s just failed!!
Its totally not strong enough to carry on.. even how long it is!!
3years!!!

its worth nothing to the person.
can simply tell me he feels nothing recently ..
Alright... I set it free for that day..

No more hugging on this r/s...
free free free now.
Where I wanna go..
Even its hurts on my side... it also don make any much things.
Cos i can only feel it but not the other party.

3 years just fly away...
heart hurts..
early in the morning 6plus awake on friday.
Hurts so much till cried badly
feel silly when to think of it.
People not sad.. why should u feel sad?
There are so many guys out there... not only this one..
CHEER UP MS LYN!!!

I can just tink that I am silly to do so much ..
yet get nothing in return...
Better guy will come and cherish ...
tts wad frens and my colleages said...

anyway.. I had went for plenty interviews.
none respond..
but.. I am waitin for more more interviews.. :)
get a call frm another centre of cherie heart..
Had interviews on monday!!
Looking forward ... Its infant care... wishwish can get the job :D
though its far.. but, i think i love the kids..
they cheer my day up!!!

LiN((:

Outing with colleages and fren...











Missed the children... :(



Hendric :) he's superb cutee..








Thew PG2's outdoor waterplay..
so cuteeee.. missesssss them


Jaron one of my darling boy in PG1 :) happy-go-lucky boyyy



The class of Pg1 in 2010...


new angmo girl.. she's cute.. when she cry.. she always wanna get carried by meeee



Once the note was given out to all parents that I am leaving..
one by one asked me why i leave? where am i going to after leaving..
when is my last day?
and some say .. my child misses u..
awww.. heart so sad..
i dun bare too.. hurhur


PS: Sick.. (Flu with sore throat and cough)
Feeling terrible!