Silly!!
Foolish!!
Dumb dumb!!

It's all referring to me!!
Yes lesson learnt from here.
Not to trust someone so much
Not to giv in so much~
As in not to treat someone so well ~!
Ended up down the drain~

He dont deserve anything good frm you silly~
Just move on with life..
my studies my work and with friends!
W/o a bf is nth! :)
It will be happier if i am all alone~!!! :))

Lyn((:

Feeling weird and confused...

Damn dislike ppl talk bad thing about my dad
TMD~ go die !!!

Today went to my cousin house :)
visit her and her 2mth old baby gir :)
I feel old. hahahaha

Get her a samall gift.. "dora" :)
she's so cute...
At first i do not dare to carry her.
after she showered.. haha.. i carry her :)
So light and fragile ..
Took pic wit her.. thanks to junn jie :)

Went to ps wit her.
She's heading to her shop. so jus go there to tk a look at her new renovation.
It's nicer~ :)
Shall bring "him" to go there one day :)

Ate yoshinoya and japanese ice cream.
Treat frm junn and harry :) thnks..
manage to complete the meal. :) hoho~
So lookin forward to tmr..

LovesSss!

Lyn ((:

NICKY BABY, I MISS YOU

My baby nick is gone on 12 April 2010!!!
=(
Recieved a morning call and heard about the BAD NEWS early in the morning!
Cried n cried since the day he left us!
Why must he go at this point of time???
1 month never seen him! I misses him so much~ and he just dont wanna wait for me and leave me alone here!

Every night I cried to bed.
Misses his sillyness.
His cuteness.
:(










Loves,
Lynn

Dunno why my blog link shld be still calling happiness ...
its no longer a happiness anymore!

ever since 2nd march!!!
I will never forget it in my whole life!

The worst r/s I had ever had!

3 year so wad?
its a piece of shit after all...
It meant nothing..
regret doing so so much in this r/s
shld have stop this since the day u slap me
at north point!

Then i will not be so suffer til like this
Can stupid lyn stop crying!!
silly lyn stop thinking of getting back?
main thing is stop crying.. else flu will never ever stop...
Shall go back gaming..
Doubt will be doing well in my o level this year..
just go ahead waste the stupid money..!!!

cos i giv up everything..
gonna giv up my hope in childcare!

god ... make me sick forever.. cough till death!
I have no hope in living in this world anymore~
though its silly.
but i think this is it...
deleted ur contact.. so that i will never sms u..
shall start to forget every moment wit u..,
tink of the bad moment .. mayb will make me hate u ..
hate the r/s..!!

maybe i shall stop blogging here..
maybe I shall start a new link..
put this as a past!!
and a bad one.. :'(

LyN

PS: gonna go find someone for a alcoholic drink!!!!

The day of centre closure is cool~
can relax..
Work only with boss and principal.
no stress.
finished all the work being assigned.

carried a 3 mth old baby ger..
she cry b4 she sleep.
I pat her..
within 1 min she slp..
:)

Not long..
she cried again... keep crying w/o stop
then i carry her.. she stopped..
cute!! :)

the day went well.
go wake.
go dinner at clementi.
bk home after that.
A fast friday just over lik this.

Damn sian!! ask him wanna watch movie..
yet kena reject!
next time i shall not ask liaos
make me super moodless! -.-
Shall sleep n sleep during my weekend..
Or mayb i shld ask fren for drink!!!!!!
damn moody!! some alcohol shld be GD!!! ARGH!

Damn it~!!

LiN((:

I hate the pain!
my gum pain!
guess its ucler? hah
so super pain..
its jus killing me!

Hmmm... ever since yesterday evening i started to lose my voice!
dunno why so sudden.
todae worst when go work. haha
so farni.. everyone kept laughing..

Even pg2 jodie loo so cute
teacher lyn "mei you shen ying le"
i smile and say ya jodieee. :)

hahaha...
trying not to shout at the kid..
but i jus cant..
and yet my voice couldnt come out!
doubt they will understand wad i am talking~

Started to fall sick each time...
for this month!!
I had even tok to my other boss .. new boss that i may nid to rest..
Mayb not starting work so early..
probably week 2 or 3 of april.

So sad to hear ivy's dad passed away.
Hope i am able to go over to the funeral with my colleages.
Hope she is fine.

Thanks to one of the kid dad..
for asking me to take care..
Such a nice dad.. hah...

Feeling more and more unwilling to leave the centre due to the kids :(
1 more week to go :(

LyN

I HATE THE REASON U GIVE ME!!!

MAKING ME SUCH A FOOL FOR THE 3 YEARS.
HOLDING FOR SO LONG..

CAUSING ME TO HAV SO MANI PATCH UP AND BREAK UP WIT U ...

ITS ALREADY UNFAIR FOR ME NW.. F

My heart hurts so much once i saw the msg.

Once I saw the contact on the list.

Once I was being left alone.

When I was walking from novena to somewhere I dont noe..

Just simply walking aimlessly down the road side.

Thinking nothing but feeling the pain.

Tears coming down from both eyes like tapwater.

Sitting at owen road alone.

Thinking hard.

one hour to two hour passed.

number of buses went by..

And after that board the next one.

Change bus to go back home...

Eyes tiring.
Sleep till the nxt morning to wrk~


Friday after work..

Went back home to slp straight w/o dinner...

Till the nxt morning.. 7plus ... :)
so fresh.. hahahaha~!!!

Simply loves friday.. can slp n slp wihtout waking up and worri that there is work on sat!

:)


LiN

Get scolded todae..
f up..
If you are so alert every single injuries from home... then u do the job..
ARGH!!!
try doing it everyday!!
since u say that if i cant be more alert.. u will nt put me outside..
then do so la.. f!

So angry...
Lucky i am leaving.
f up boss!!!

:( wasted $80 for stupid lung testing..
and in the end nothing went wrong with my lung..
yet.. still recommand me to go ENT..
crazy.. not going to fall into the hole!!! :D

:(

Out till 3am.
Chill outside with fren.
Just hoping that you are doing good without me ..

Falling more and more sick.
Had fever last night b4 going out.
But after walkin and walking..
Fever went down.
Bad flu.. (Ah choo!!!)
Bad sore throat (ahem ahem)
Cough (not recovered yet)

Lookin forward for my interview tmr.
At thomson.. its another cherie heart..
Infant care...
:)
Wanna try.. since i had experience with toddlers.. now its time for infant side :D

Yawns..

LyN

The last breakup I had we managed to gt bk together..

But once again~ the r/s just failed!!
Its totally not strong enough to carry on.. even how long it is!!
3years!!!

its worth nothing to the person.
can simply tell me he feels nothing recently ..
Alright... I set it free for that day..

No more hugging on this r/s...
free free free now.
Where I wanna go..
Even its hurts on my side... it also don make any much things.
Cos i can only feel it but not the other party.

3 years just fly away...
heart hurts..
early in the morning 6plus awake on friday.
Hurts so much till cried badly
feel silly when to think of it.
People not sad.. why should u feel sad?
There are so many guys out there... not only this one..
CHEER UP MS LYN!!!

I can just tink that I am silly to do so much ..
yet get nothing in return...
Better guy will come and cherish ...
tts wad frens and my colleages said...

anyway.. I had went for plenty interviews.
none respond..
but.. I am waitin for more more interviews.. :)
get a call frm another centre of cherie heart..
Had interviews on monday!!
Looking forward ... Its infant care... wishwish can get the job :D
though its far.. but, i think i love the kids..
they cheer my day up!!!

LiN((:

Outing with colleages and fren...











Missed the children... :(



Hendric :) he's superb cutee..








Thew PG2's outdoor waterplay..
so cuteeee.. missesssss them


Jaron one of my darling boy in PG1 :) happy-go-lucky boyyy



The class of Pg1 in 2010...


new angmo girl.. she's cute.. when she cry.. she always wanna get carried by meeee



Once the note was given out to all parents that I am leaving..
one by one asked me why i leave? where am i going to after leaving..
when is my last day?
and some say .. my child misses u..
awww.. heart so sad..
i dun bare too.. hurhur


PS: Sick.. (Flu with sore throat and cough)
Feeling terrible!

Story ended HERE~

3 years of story..

G00dbyEee~~~

Holding you for 3 years and time to giv up..
its's pretty hard..
But no matter how hard it is..
Life still moves on..
Struggling in a broken r/s will ended up worst in future..

CARE? DONt CARE? CARE? DONt CARE?
Which one?
So best.. lets dont care each other from now onwards..
Dont care whether i will get bullied or not.
dont care whether i will tk care of myself or not!!!

LiN..

Didnt expect things will happen lik this.

Respecting others means repecting urself too..
if you dun repects other's it's equally of u being unrespectful to urself..

Left the hse as u told me to leave if i do not wan to tolerate all these.
so yes.. i leave once my mom called me..
she havn had her dinner ... wanted me to get for her.
so she decide for me to leave the hse..

Was thinking to leave or not..
but tot u.. its lik i leave e hse.. means i am leaving u..
so be it..
I do not have to eplain much things to ya.

Being unknown gf.. to ur dad..
its already making me feel upset for a year plus.
I do not know wher do i stand in ur heart..
Maybe just some outsiders... when i trying to stop all the shoutings.
I just want to see a peaceful and happy family frm u.
But ended up ....
its okie.. life still moves on.
guess u will be happy without me being a burden to ya.

:)

realised that being rich.. its not a happy thing after all.
I feel fortunate with my family in a poor environment.
With my dad supporting the family alone.
With me getting a lower paid job.. i shldnt ask for more..
as long as i am happy...
Maybe i'll just stay in my job for the time being..
till i managed to get a job.. then i'll tender..


LiN

Thanks :)

thanks for the meal and the stitch gf.. :D

LiN(: