21st July 06

21st July 06

Kelly came to RP today..
for our opening of the cafe at the library..
She's sick..
sang 1 song nia..
then autograph..

took pictures of her..
then took some pic frm my frenz..
kekes..
will upload the pictures here =)
today, everything seems ok lor..
sat in the canteen after school with jack, mingli..
from 430 to 7 lor..
crazyy..
crapping too much there..
kekes..

was waiting for tat CML to tink of places to go lor
ended up never think..
WASTE MY TIME!!!
nxt time if she's not going to tink,
I WILL GO HOME!!!
heck care whether she say i ps her or not..
damn bloody sian lor...
i rather go home take my nap leh..

anyway, almost overslept when i go home..
kekes..
can see that I was damn bloody tired lor..
=(
Didn't think much about the problem on friendship today.
mayb was too bz doing work lor.. =)

pictures:::


















Here are those pictures..
=)

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lots of love
LiN(=

20th july 06

20th july 06

went back to school for briefing on CGH~
Rain was same team as me and mingli..
so happy:D:D
then he's just too crazyy le..
So high lor..
wahahaha~

I've put password to it..
So that not a lot of ppl can see my bloggie.
Hais..
Only those who read ler
understand my thoughts..
and wont think I was trying to AA..

Really so pissed with wad that bloody diana wrote in my comment
wth~
say i most of the time doing my own stuff..
FcuK lor..
I was doing the PPT the whole day..
wth~
since when tt day I do my own stuff lor..

I really gonna brust out soon!!!
Only some people understand me!!
mayb chris?
mayb qingting..
mayb jack..
mayb wei de..
mayb mingli..
hais..
WHO ELSE WILL UNDERSTAND??
You guys thought that I really want to b so emo mehz..
I also don't wish to..
LIFE JUST SUCKS!!
ESP IN RP!!!


ARGH!!!
I hate my life more than in my past now!!!
ARGH!!!
shagggggg~

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lots of love
LiN=')

19 july 06

19 July 06

Been so stressed and terrible.
What's in my head???
I don't know...
I simply just don't know how to express it out!!

Jack was right..
I do care for people around me..
But I just don't show it out!!!
WHY??
I don't know..
Maybe afraid of caring someone too much?
WTH~

Maybe this is my character..
Caring for someone, I don't showed it out.
Or should I say I don't know how to???
Hais..

I feel so helpless..
Feel something unconfortable in my HEART!
Friendship friendship and friendship.
This word appearing in my mind.
Things might solved already..
But it doesn't seems working =(
Maybe there's some crack in this relationship...
Haisss.. =(
Or i am just thinking too muchhh??
I don't know..
Just feel like talking to someone..
But I DONT know how to express my thoughts.
Not everyone understand my feelings.
All might think that I think too muchie..
Hais =(

WHAT CAN I DO NOW??
just ignore this??
='(

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lots of love
LiN(=

Tresure*

Treasure everything AROUND you.

Don't regret!!!

hais...

what i want?

Things doesn't goes the way IT should be

Hais

18th July 06

18th July 06

Singing and Singing @ K BOX~
From 9-1230am~
SO fun..
but even though some songs
making me emo lar.. =(

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lots of love
LiN(=

16july 06

MOODLESS~

LiN

LiN says:

" I can PS people...

People cannot PS me.. .. ..

=X "

What logic is that?? wahahaha~

LAMOooo!!!

15july 06

Study and Study

*MAD*

14 july 06

I Just Want To Have More Cares & Loves!!!

13july 06

ConfuseD

recycle.

12 july 06

Having a BIG HEADACHE!!!
Argh... cant concentrate watching "recycle"
=(

morning met gs..
HE IS LATE!!!
for 30MINS!!
Get creative zen.
then to mac have breakfast.
walked around and passed time till 3pm to meet zg.

mmm... study for java..
maybe study till HEADACHE! =(
Anger when half way studying.
argh!

Anyway, watched recycle with jack and mingli.
Lame movie lar..
But behind touching sia.. ='(
But i didn't cried..
first time seh.. kekes..
maybe head too pain.. =
Better stop here..
Gotta rest early.. =(

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*HEADACHE*

lots of love
LiN(=

Problems settled.

10july 06

slept for only 2 hours..
then have to g0 school.. =(
stayed out to watch the world cup final.
so disappointed that france lost.
waste my time watching.
3hrs of the soccer match lor..
if not I can sleep for 5hours..
kekes..

So, ya.. surprisingly i went to school!!!
people might tot I will pon school...
Hahaha.. prove them wrong =X
Actually I wasn't that tired lar..
brain just didn't work well
Just feel like lazying around and sleep..
yawnnn~
Till now, I am still quite enthu lar..
not really that tired..
mind tired..
kekes..

So, ended class damn early..
about 245 like that end class bah..
then the grp of us went off to marina square to meet sanah.
Everything settles..
=)
I really hope we will be back to how we used to be =(

Thinking about the outing with e04..
hahaha..
hopefully sihui or kian faster organise!!
kekes..
but organise nicely lar..
make sure everyone will be there!!
more people more fun!! yeah?? =)

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lots of love
LiN(=

feelings.

Sometimes I wondering why am I ended up knowing U
Why things happened like this?
Why can't things be the same again?
Why why why??
Questions appear in my mind at all times.
Asking myself.
Thinking again and again.
Stoning in front of my lappy
with the music on.

that's my routine when I am in my room alone
have nothing to do..
=(
Lifeless~

Wonderin what are you thinking.
Are we able to be like who we were?
Hais..
Forgiving people might be easy..
But just can't forget the situations.
How come arh??
-____-

I just feel silly.
I hate myself for falling for you.
Can somebody brain-wash me??
kekes..
Then I wont think so much of my past.

I seems to have so many problems
HERE n THERE!
Who will wish to have all these problems in life??
WTH~
I just don't wish to have all these bloody hell problems.
Can all these stop there and don't come to me??
How i wish i can g0 back to my sec sch life?
Even though there might have some problems,
but I think I have much more happiness there!!
unlike NOW!!

I missed E04!!
I missed mummy jacelyn!!
I missed sihui!!
I missed irfan!!
I missed the group of us who always hang around.
I seriously missed everyone of u =(
It seems so difficult to meet u guys out to have some outing leh =(
coz year 2 liaoz..
all so busy ='(
I really hope we can have at least an outing soon!!

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*missing pe0104*

lots of love
LiN(=

ya i know

So what's strong with me??
I am just giving and showing my attitude larh!!
fine~
you want, just accept who I am..
Otherwise, I cant do anything~!!!

taking initiative is not I dun want..
It's just that if i am wrong, I will go ahead..
otherwise, I heck lar..
That's my character!
attitude but its me!!!
Attitude LiN!!!!

people like mingli should know my attitude is how lar..
as stubborn as a BULL!!!
=mayb my good fren noe it as well..
Qing ting.. =)
she will know everything of my feelings
coz I will always go to her whenever I need someone to listen to me!!!

hais...
damn bored lar..
dunno wad the hell my life is like now..
terrible life!!!
fCuking life i having.. argh!!

i have regrets w/o taking my initiative..
But I cant do aniting coz that's me!!
I just wanna be who I am..
even though it's bad!!!
aiyoo.. forget abt it..
Don't even have the mood for more updates..
just Suxz lar..

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lots of love
LiN

7th july 06

6th july 06

Actually have to meet liza sanah and gavin
to have breakfast at 720 at woodlands..
But I was late~
Sooo, didn't manage to reach there on time.
reached there but didn't eat..
We were all planing not to g0 school.
funny thing is that we que in the taxi stand
when it's going to be our turn,
we came out and intend to pon liaoz.

so ya.. me, liza, sanah, ben mingli and gavin PON!!!
hahaha~
went to gavin house..
watched 2 VCD at different time of course..
first watched a horror movie..
then after that went to have lunch..
back frm our lunch,
we went back his house and watched another show..
this time we watched harry potter.. =)
I didn't really watched coz I slept!!!
so nice to sleep lor.. yawnnn

some of them oso happily sleeping lar..
so we stayed at gavin's house till 8plus
went to have dinner with jack.. but liza left.
Hmmm, after which went home sweet home..
Reached home realised that my eyes kinda red.. =(
so, didn't online for long, then slp early..

7th july 06

Late for class..
Coz kinda no mood for class today..
and again.. during second break, pon~
oppss..
the whole group of us pon lor..
wahahaha~

now i was at home..
went hm first.. waiting for jack to meet me
and go find the rest..
yawnnn..
gonna fall aslp soon ler =(
update again..

*Should I tell him that i miss him?? =(*
~what should i do??~

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lots of love
LiN(=

Missing u badly.

Why is there images of YOU all over my mind!!!!????

argh... ='(

4th july 06

2nd july 06

What actually happen??
went to study with jack, my cousin =)
was studying for my monday ut which is web multi.
It's all on flash...
So, everything is still ok..
we kept calling up zg to ask him to teach..
so paiseh lar..
Hmmm, only for the random part..
he said he can only teach in school.

so, left that portion never study lor..
Then finish studying we went to walk awhile la.
went to ice skating area there to see see look look..
so colddd..
saw some experts skating so nicely..
I want to skate toooo
even though i dunno how to lar..
=)

drank breezer..
then sit at one place and chat wif cousin..
chat till kinda emo sia..
but yet.. i try to stop my emo coming backkk to me..
shoo emo !!!
then of course went home n rest after that..

3rd july 06

Hmmm, so last min study for ut lar..
It isn't as good as what I think..
I simply hate those really last min study..
as in last few mins to study..
coz i knew i wont be able to understand..
unable to get them into my head coz it's too rush..
=(
so I think i had did badly for my web lor..
sadded~

I was totally moodless after the paper.
hardly talk much..
no mood to study for my next ut..
but yet, I have to..
for the sake of the result, have to study lor..
Hmmm, after ut, waited awhile then went JP with sanah n the rest.
They intend to study but ended up didn't
mayb coz its too late ler..
so, ended up asking jack to g0 je mac to teach me lor

study till kinda late.
reached home was like 10plus g0ing 11pm..
but luckily i finished my RJ at mac..
hahahaa~
then zg called and taught me..
taught for abt an house plus plus..
yawnnn..

4th july 06
Today the ut seems kinda difficult..
siann.. dun tink i can do well lar..
aiyo.. lazy to type ani more update..
tt's all i can say..
actually intend to g0 watch WC with gavin ben and jack..
but first, unable to go.. second too tired to go..
yawnnn..
have to rest early..
gonna stay at home the whole day tmr..
yawnnnnn
more more more slp!!!

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lots of love
LiN(=


*I jus hope things will be like how we suppose to b.. hais*

imy..

Looking through all my photos
in my lappy..
Saw several pictures of him..
and started to miss him somehow..
Hais..

remembered I knew him on the 22th june 2004..
every sms we msged, was so sweet and nice =')
the very first msg I recieved frm him,
was a word "nites"
and frm there, we started to get to know each other.
and be together..
but it never last..

Why am i still pondering the past of mine??
maybe just missing him as a fren now...
he's at somewhere and somehow, I did not know how to contact him again~
But really wished that he's doing fine now..
And hopefully one day, I might be able to meet him again..

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*missingyou*

lots of love
LiN('=

july the first...

1st July 2006

It's saturday!!!=D
yawnnnn...
Didn't g0 to J8 to see jy larh..
Cos went to study my networking at national library..
It's been a long time I've sit in the library for so long
the last time is during my O levels.. =)
So... jack and me were late..
we took cabby to bugis..
ya.. so met wenlian and zg..
Before heading to library,
jack went to eat..

as usual, I was quiet sitting there..
yawnnn.. too tired to talk muchhiee.
Think we studied frm 3plus till 8.45 like that..
kekes..
went dwn to meet ting at bugis mrt
at first get things frm her..to pass to hafida..
then she acc me to the library.
since i asked her to wait lar..
then she read chinese books.. kekes..
then me sitting there pretending dont know her..
wahahaha~
until gonna left 1 more chapter, I went to her and chat with her awhile..

So after finished studying,
went to have dinner..
but didn't eat~
Hmmm.. crapping around..
Too tired to talk muchie again.. kekes.
was having a headache ar.. siannzz..
went home together with ting, ching and zg..
hmmm.. at first we were all quiet..
then talk abit abit lor..
Anyway, reached home not long chatted wif ting on phone
she explained sumting to me..
aniway, ting was saying, all my classmates so friendly de..
unlike hers..
hahaha~
Think she first time able to get along with my fren so easily lar..
most of the time, she refused to acc me and my frens..
always say she paiseh and not sociable..
kekes..

Yawn... tink gotta rest early.. =)
tmr gotta go study flash with jack and ben at je library. =)
update again~

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*happiness..*

lots of love
LiN(=