kitttyyyy

Oh.. it was eating very fast at that time.. it seems so hungry.. poor kitty.. =(



Oh.. this kitty is the one I saw at town.. so poor thing isnt it?? so cute isnt it?? =)

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I was kind of pissed off today.
I expected mingli already on the way to town..
since she was at woodland..
30mins later when she said she headed to mrt le
she sms-ed me say she just board the train
coz she went to buy something to eat.
WTH~
She should told me earlier..

Then.. I called ting to chat..
purposely let her wait awhile more
Purposely didnt reply her and pick her call.
she gave 13missed calls then i picked..
then from PS there went to orhard to find her.

Then went walked walked..
hmmm nothing attracts me..
Oh.. saw a small lil kitty @ orhard road!
so poor thing..
sitting there at aside alone
Don't know where it's mummy at..
so i stood there and sayang it..
After which some people also paused and see the kitty.
its like I stop and pat the kitty,
ppl also stopped and pat it... =)

So spend the time at town..
nothing much happened lor..
tmr going back school to study java.. =)
maybe going to watch "silent hill"

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lots of love
LiN(=

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went for my interview..
omg~
I was so scare~ for the very first time..
hais..
in front of me.. were 3 people
who are interviewing me..
argh!!!
all my answers were so not confident lor
but who cares..
if can get the job then good lor
If i get in, they will contact me within a week.

Before i went for the interview
met jack..
he acc me to interview.
thanks =)
then after interview..
went to eat..
before going eat.. he saw his frenz
he took a lot of cans of jia jia liang cha..
hahaha~

SO go have lunchie..
after which went down to JP for a movie..
waited for about 2hrs..
during the 2 hours
went to play arcade lor
sit and chilled at coffee bean as well..
hmmm.. we watched "slither"
omg.. so gross lor.
think is those gross part which make me feel so scary.
hahahaha..
see liao no mood to eat..
after finish the movie..
went off..
was alone.. so decided to go tiong awhile.
then went home sweet home..
yawnnnn

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lots of love
LiN(=

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Liza's 21st birthday cake :)

Where are the rest?? me sanah and mingli?? we haven went down to swim yet.. hees.. =)


took this when I was sitting down with mingli at the other side of the beach. Look! what are the two people doing under the sun~ =)


Went down to the siloso beach to play games.. =)




Peacock at the kampong chalat~ I saw it when I reached with the rest.. =)

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Yawnn... a long but enjoyable day~
Where should I started with???
Think my entry gonna be long today~
K.. actually have to meet jack and gavin at 1plus.
have to wait for their call then go meet them.
I fall asleep when waiting..
Was in my dad's room sleeping soundly.
Then when wake up, go my room saw missed calls
HAHA~ I was late.. they kept finding me
oppps..
So i hurry and went dwn to meet them.

So met up them and go to town..
waited for shihui veri long.
coz jack gonna passed her things.
So down to town get gift for liza..
then to harbour front de cold storage to get thingy..
Saw 2 of my frenz, cynthia and liyang.
hahaha~
talked to them for awhile lar.
then cynthia gave us discount..
heez...

then went to the hawker get our dinner.
of course after this, we headed TO SENTOSA!!! =)
Met them at the chalat..
gabriel, liza and sanah were there in the morning ler.
WAH!! our chalat is at the kampong there lor!
so damn small lor..
oh my god~
Then kenneth, lynn and poh hiang came..
they bought us pizzas =)
so nice of them..
they came awhile then go off ler..

So what happened during the rest of the day??
went to the beach to play volleyball and captian ball..
fun lar..
Then me and mingli walked to another side to sit down and watched the sea..
then liza, gabriel, gavin, jack went down to the beach..
after which went to the swimming pool
hahaha.. went swimming~
the rest of us, sanah, mingli and me went down too..
WAH~ I went swimming..
Its like ever since pri6 till now..
Scare i forget how to swim sia.. kekes..
But I still can swim..muahaha~

played around in the pool lor..
kinda fun..
took the volleyball and play monkey in the pool.
HAHHA..
wah.. my hand was damn pain by then
long time never swim plus excersise ler bah.
Got out of the pool and went back and eat dinner..

decided to go dragon trail..
sooo, we went and find the place..
gabriel went off.
but terry joined us..
sanah, liza, me and mingli didnt went for the night walk with them
coz kinda scare~
went back to the kampong instead.
But me and mingli went to meet ben..
get the cake and trying to find ways to hide it.
so we waited outside the kampong till the rest came back from the night walk.

So ya.. sang birthday songs and took pictures together..
Hope liza enjoyed! =)
oh ya.. the cake got 1 small chocolate..
then ben wanted to eat it.. he asked terry to bite the other side.
we took pictures of it.
oh dear.. look as though they kissing..
then gavin also tried it.
damn funny lar..
alright, soooo after everything.
we went down to the beach to enjoy.
they played catching.. crazyy fellows..
I didnt play.. too tired..
finished the catching, we sit down together
and played truth or dare..
=)

Then that stupid ben suddenly went missing.
so went round look for him..
found him and I go acc him lar..
talk talk talk.
we sat down and chatted for long..
until i was damn tired~
first time I feel so tired in a chalat..
yawnnn~ maybe played too much..
I slept awhile when we went back from the beach..
They bought cup noodles at 7-11..
then i slept till they bought the food back lor

I was then quiet for the rest of the day..
listening to them chatting.
Think we went back to the chalat at 7plus 8plus..
we all were tired..
so lying in the small kampong and sleep together..
hahahahaha~
only left mingli.. she went to the swimming pool area alone.

We booked out after 1030
then sat at liza's bf car..
guess wad?? all of us squeezed together at the back.
got 6 people behind.. hahaha~
so cozy arh??
Ya, so went back to harbour front
have our breakfast at the food court.
then went home..
Slept for 5hours plus after i bathe..
yawnnnn..
such a tiring day~

tmr gotta go for interview..
wish me luck wor :)

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lots of love
LiN(=

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Hmmm.. finally end of my contract in expo sale!
Went home after my lunch..
then go out with my dad..
and get my zen creative =)
20gb~ hahaha~
almost get ipod.
but too ex liaoz...

before finished my work
there came a guy..
he said his friend wanna noe me..
and wanna get my number..
So at first i asked him who..
he describe for me.. but I have no idea..
Then asked him to ask his fren to come in lar..
he say he dun dare to come cos he shy..
LOLs..
so i gave my number..
Oh.. one of the working ppl there is my bro's pri sch fren
So qiao lor.. =)

Anyway, tmr gotta go chalat..
so i will update every happening soon~
CYA~

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lots of love
LiN(=

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Seems like this semester's holiday was
DAMN BLOODY BORED!!!!
argh!!!
wonder why also.. yawnnn..
Anyone wanna teach me JAVA!!! =(
I dont wanna die on my second UT!!!
hurhurs..
Poor lin.. =(

go down to J8 today again~
Actually intend to go amk
to find my dad =)
But he went home after work ler..
So, I choosed to go J8 lor
go eat lunchie..
Then finish lunchie, walked around.
Saw sg idol at J8..
Hmm all guys..
most of them are malay sia..
=X
But no good looking guys leh..
muahahah~

then went home early..
Go find ben and lesly..
then off i go.. =)
so tired.. slept for a few station since i found a seat last min.
yawnnn..
damn tired..
have my nap at 6plus in the evening.
such a nicey sleep i have=x
Tmr going out with my dad =)
get my stuff soon~ kekes
better go sleep ler..
tmr last day of work!!!
yawnnnn -_-

-end-
*last day*

lots of love
LiN(=

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Alright.. today same routine..
So nothing much to say lar..
Hmmm.. went to tiong and have lunch with mingli.
ate grilled chicken.. indo food. =)
it's v nice..
it's popular at PS food court..

Hmmm.. after that walk around.
see clothings.
saw some clothes wanna buy..
so asked my dad to pass me my atm card..
hehes..
But ended up i bought 1 skirt nia..
the tops all not suits me sia. =(
too FAT ler.. sobsob~

After tt waited for my dad to come tiong
since he wanna come tiong..
Then shop with my dad in ntuc..
bought things then go up to courts..
wanna get mp3(hdd)..
hmmm.. saw 1 sony de..
sale till like 50% lor..
from 400 plus to 288dollar..
and its 20gb!!!
my dad agreed to buy for me..
but.. have to go other place see see 1st.
see whether got other gd mp3 or not.. =)
wanna get ipod nano..
but the biggest is onli 4gb..
too small le lar.. =x

Hmmm.. 2 more days.. to end my work
then can slack..
oh ya.. gotta go for an interview on wed.
at JE library.. =)
part-time job..
hope success in the interview..
need that job.. =(
god bless...

-end-
*yippy*

lots of love
LiN(=

updates.

7/06/06

The unlucky day passed. 060606..
Omen was out on that day.
Every morning giving somebody morning call
yawn..
Was also tired everyday..
Gotta wake up for work.. =(
previous day went to bed early..
8pm sleep liaoz.. yawnnn
until the next morning to work..
Work is kinda boring now compared to the previous one.
the april sale is like v busy
and have to walk here and there and cant get to rest.
until the dinner break out..
NOW!! it seemed like v little people come into the expo sale..
hahaha..
Nothing much for us to do..
We walked up and down
here and there.. to check for machandise stock..
Not much of the machandise were left anywhere.

After work, went down to J8
to disturb "x" working.
Mingli and me were so hungry..
From morning till end work never eat..
omg~ it's like we gonna die like tt.
Ate long john..
After that went up to disturb "x"...
Hmm.. left the shop and wanna go shop around.
then saw shuling and chenyang..
they catching "the omen"
so we joined them as well.
Hmm.. it's an average show to me..
kena shocked 3 times throughout the whole show.
hahaha~
Planned not to watch the movie but ended up i was sitting in front of the show
to watch it.. lols..

after movie, find "x" again..
waited for him to have dinner..
then waited and waited..
finished our dinner.. then I waited for him to finish work lor
since left less than an hour he ended work le.
Hmmm.. mingli left after the dinner.
Then i was alone walking around J8..
BORED!
oh ya.. saw lesly working there..
been so long that I'd seen her.
So went home after 10pm lar..
yawnnn~

8/06/06
Nothing much today.
same as usual.. work n work till 1pm...
boring during working...
yawnnn~
went to eat after work lar.. obviously..
hahaha~
then no where to go, so i suggested going changi airport.
Reached there walk around
then suddenly remember is jasmine b'day!!!
so called her and wished her~ =)
JAsminE darling, happi birthday!!! =)

Then go to the viewing area to sit and relax..
until I slept!!!
kekes..
was so tired...
so ended up suggested to go home..
that's all for today..
-end-
*omen*

lots of love
LiN(=

Frist day.

Wake up early in the morning to work
kinda lazy of getting up from my bed.
But I still have to..
Actually not late for work..
Jus that the gate never open for us to enter..
so everyone were late in the end..

Things was easier for the first day
Was relax!!!!
Walk around the floor of the sales..
Trying to remember where is where..
Now the sales seemed to have more things.
Like selling toys.. PC games etc...
They selling PS2 as well..
HAHAHA~

When those customers were able to come in
those kids went to play PS2..
LOLs..
Hmmm.. for us, machandise clearers have nth to do at first.
So all of us went to the cashier to help..
be the packers..
Help to pack those customers buy de stuff into bags...
Kinda fun..
It's easier.. although must be abit fast when there were a lot of customers.

Planned with mingli that
the next time we came to work again~
we gotta choose PACKER.. =)
Was so tired.
went home..
changed clothes then go down to harbour front
to meet liza and the rest.

Nothing much happened.
Went home alone by bus..
the rest took MRT..
yawnnn..
so tired...
should be trying to slp early tonite
-end-
*choco!*

lots of love
LiN(=

pool~

Been long time I've ever entered into pool area.
Went out with that bunch of monkeys.
Liza, Sanah, Mingli, Jack, Gavin and Lioniel..
It's a short outing..
But we still have some fun..

I met Sanah, Jack and Gavin at redhill.
Then headed to somerset to meet the rest.
Went to cine to eat..
Ate pastamania..
Yummy creamy chicken... =)
with strawberry soda..
kekes...

Intending to go watch movie.
But it's like all the seats only left the first two rows.
WAH!!!
I was the one who do not want to watch Xmen..
HAHAHA~
make them cant watched too.
But some of them watched liaoz.

So, then we headed to far east shopping centre
The guys wanted to play pool and billard.
They opened the pool table..
But only have 2 games then switched to billard.
I sat there quietly.
Thinking of something.

There was this machine to dedicate songs.
I choosed "BAD DAY" and "QING TIAN"
Hmmm.. after playing, it was like 5pm
headed to eat..
I had my ice cream..
hee~
Hmm.. i was kena accused by gavin
for stealing his hp..
sobsob~

Anyway, tmr gonna start working
have to wake up at about 6.15am..
yawnnnn...
The rest tmr going sentosa!!
So, will join them after my work
which is at 1pm..
Looking forward for tmr activities..=)

-end-
*sunny day*

lots of love
LiN(=

Bleahs..

chatted on phone for 2hours plus..
But I am still not tired..
Maybe coz i've my afternoon nap..
That's why still wide awake!!!

Whole day at home..
Hmmm.. Nothing much..
same routine when staying at home
Sleep, eat, play, watch ai qing mo fa shi, listen to songs..

Craved for xiao long bao suddenly
omg~
Wanna go eat at crystal jade..
yummy.. omg~
Craving for oreo cheesecake too..
as well as choco mint ice cream..
Oh dear.. =(

Hmmm.. chatting about something which made me sad
What will I want to change to if i can go back in time..
Hais..
Those who might know me well..
might know my answer to that...
A BIGGEST REGRET!!!

-end-
*missing you*

lots of love
LiN(=

House visit..

Hmmm.. morning sanah smsed me.
whether wanna go liza house or not..
Then ended up changed to go sanah's house
since she dont wanna go anywhere.
w/o her is like missing someting..
So meet liza at redhill then go lakeside
so, at first only me, gavin, liza and sanah
Hmmm.. went for lunch.
not me lar.. coz ate b4 i came out..
But ate sundae~ =)
After eating..
walk till one shop..
there were 4 puppies..
4 jack russels..
Sooo cute.. all of them were sleeping.
lying one another. =) kekes.. took pictures.
The following is the pic of the cutie jack russels.





omg.. see liao also feel like bringing it home~
so cute lor.. isn't it cute?? =)
After that.. went to sanah house.
we are fooling around.
hmmm decided that we are not having any bbq le..
but we have 2 days 1 night chalat..
which is at sentosa.. on the 12thjune~
Lucky it's the day my work's contract is over~
gotta have some fun..
Then all of us were lying on sanah's bed.
crapping and fooling around.
Playing with gavin's hair...
tie his hair.. wahahaha~
damn look like ger lor..

Hmmm.. after all the stupid funny thing..

we went off at about 5plus 6..

meet mingli and jack..

then went to gavin's house..

hmmm.. his house was neat.

we played a fool again~

kekes...play PS2..i only play one time..

hmmm then liza and sanah raping jack.

wahahaha~then too tired..

lie on gavin's bed to slp..

I hug the small little boster..kekes..

actually intend to bring home.. =P

we left for our dinner at about 7plus..

walked to one muslim hawker to eat..

I was the last to order..

coz was wondering what to eat.

while we eating.ben joined us..

HAHAHA~ his hair funny =P
Sent sanah to her house downstairs..

then me, mingli and liza took bus to je.

home sweet home after that..

I had a lot of fun today..

laugh a lot today again.. =)

Hope can meet them often..kekes... =)

-end-

*loving you*

lots of love

LiN(=

Laughters everywhere.

So met mingli to library.
saw this posting outside the library.
remember the website to sign up for the job.
Hmmm.. intro to gs too..
since he like this kinda of environment job :)

sat in the library for 2hrs plus..
chatting away at the highest level at JE..
Then headed to IMM for lunch..
Was hungry..

Then went to meet
gavin, jack, liza, sanah at Juront Point.
They were at the arcade..
After that went to buy movie tics.
watched benchwarmers.
Quite a nice and funny show
The show indicates the conversation we said at coffee bean
which is before the show started.

we sat at the coffee bean to crap ard.
once again.. w/o fail,
sanah luff and luff..
Jack and gavin were like making fun of her laughter.
so funny~
Then talking about our secret~
pinching guys' nipples
omg~
wahahaha..
Then just nice the movie also shown pinching guys' nipples..
muahahaha~

HEY frenz.. so, go watch that movie
you will have fun watching that show coz it's funny.
some parts are touching lar..
=)

After finished watching
went to delifrance
called one meal and 2 drinks.
everyone shared..
was discussing about bBq or chalat thing..
Then crap here n there again~
Then, everyone went home after eating..

-end-
*hates*

lots of love
LiN(=

I HATE MYSELF!!!

Problems here and there.
Appearing in my mind.
I have a weirdo feeling.
which I don't even know how to express it out.
No one will understand this kinda of feelings,
I think..

No one will even bother,
I guess..
Starting to hide some things inside my heart.
even though it's tough
it's hurting
it's very painful..
I have no choice..
I feel like being myself.
Being the quiet me again..
No point to say out..
coz.. everyone will be consoling the same thing
over and over again..

Never attend class today.
wake up at 6plus..
reply sms.. then went back to sleep again.
I was too tired..
Arms are so aching..
So continue to sleep till 9plus.
Can't get to sleep anymore.
So come online to blog..
Mind are full of things..
Hais..

-end-
*let me go*

lots of love
LiN(=

unlucky day~

Today I was kinda early to jurong east to meet sanah.
so waited for her..
down to woodlands mac and meet liza..
then, gavin joined us..
we were shocked to hear him taking MRT to sch
in the morning!!! =X
kekes..
Before leaving mac.. grab an apple pie..
=) yummy.. that's wad I had for the rest of the day..
No more food accept for some tibits during the presentation.

Planning here and there.
to chalat..
Thought of booking chalat at Aranda club.
But it was all fully book!!!
I wanna go there.. coz the rooms are reallt damn niceeee =)
there are 2 rooms.. =)
The first time went there was with E04..
But dont think its a successful one when tot of it..
Hais..
But it's past..

After class, we simply rushed off..
we are all like hungry ghost sia..
No breakfast and lunch..
oh goss...
So headed to AMK..
to eat breeks..
Was not really hungry once i reached there.
But still ate something..
shared with sanah..
not really nice..
But just eat...

After which,
liza bf sent us off..
i alighted at redhill and walked home alone..
Brain was dead at that time..
never thought of anything.

-end-
*poingpoing*

lots of love
LiN(=

escape theme park.

Woohoo..
Finally get to go escape after 2-3yrs..
=)
Was given a morning call from Sanah.
Then meet jack at redhill market to have breakfast.
But didn't eat..
You guys should noe that I didn't eat in the morning.=)
Ya.. so actually meeting sanah and gavin..
But they went off 1st since we will missed their train.

Everyone are to meet at paris ris at 12..
But everyone was late.. =X
the latest is gabby lar..
wahahaha~

so we have lots of fun at escape.
Laughter here and there..
Kinda long day..
From 1plus till 6plus 7 at the theme park..
Once we reached, it started to rain.
so, we cant go play aniting
we entered the "huanted"..
I was actually holding mingli hand and walk in..
But when we going further inside..
we were separated..
I was left alone behind..
POOR LIN~ =X

It's ok.. coz it's not scary..
We were laughing most of the time inside.
After which play the water de..
dont noe wad's tt call lar..
But i love that..
HAHA~
Sooooo niceee

Ride on the car de..
Hmmm.. Kena ride by both gabby and jack.
They are kinda "safe" driver.
wahahaha~
Once we left..
went to eat dinner..
Hmmm.. all of us were sharing..
satays and stingray.

Then chat and crap..
about relationship most of the time..
LOLs..
then gabby say my eyes red..
so asked mingli..
she said my eyes and my face are red.
HAHAH!~
so i kena abit sunburn i tink...
second time kena..
remember the 1st time is when going ecp with my 1st semester frenz.

Then after tat went to take bus to paris ris interchange
then take cabby home..
*yawn*
tired but cant get myself to slp
WTH~
forever cant get to slp until 1plus 2..
Hais..

Dont feel like going school for thurs n fri.
But.. tmr will be going..
still considering not to go on fri..
yawnnnnn..
tat's all depend bah..
-end-
*fun*

Great singapore sale.

Never go school today!
my second time pon-ing for JAVA liaoz.
Opps.. cant pon anymore..
if not my result sure jialat...

Since I never go school today
it means that I should wake up late today.
But I didn't..
Wake up at 10plus 11 like that..
Was considering whether to go out with them or not
liza,sanah,gabby,jack and ben...
Then at first planned with gabby.
but he last min back out and make me cant continue the plan.
so ended up choosing sanah to play this.
kekes.
Everyone tot that I am not coming.
But at first they keep asking me whether i coming or not.
sms from jack and sanah..
then gabby told liza I am coming
when I say I not coming.
Everyone was blurred!

but reached there for not long
most of them left....
ended up left me, mingli, liza and gabby..
Went heeren to walk around.
then liza n gabby dunno go where walk in heeren..
then awhile later they left too..
Boring sia..
All left so early.. waste my time to go there also.

Tmr plan go escape theme park liaoz.
So gotta reached paris ris at 12pm.
so early!!! omg~
Haha.. thanks to jack-ass..
he came to his uncle house to stay..
then can go paris ris together lor..
meeting sanah too..
=)

Gotta have a long and tiring day tmr.
So, I'll stop here..
will update tmr again~

-end-
*boring*

lots of love
LiN(=

quiz...

You're fit to commit because you've met the right person

Are You Fit to Commit?
Brought to you by Tickle

So happy!

Feel happy with my UT grade.
=))
Get a "B" for my java..
All thanks to samuel for teaching me.. =)
Gotta continue ask him teach me for my rest of my UT.
kekes..

Today late for class
with quite a lot of my classmates.
This time got more people join in for breakfast.
jack.gabby.ben.yukiong.liza.sanah.mingli.
hmmm.. my whole team was there!
I was late to meet sanah and ben.
overslept... =X
But jack was more late than me.

Reached woodland was like gabby and liza waiting for us.
HAHAHA~
But i didn't eat.
Monday blues arh..
kekes.
Hmmm... so tired the whole day..
Wherever I go I really feel like lying down and SLEEP!
yawnnnnn........

I need to recharge my energy tonight..
Not going school for java class tmr.
same to liza, sanah and gabby..
They plan for movies tmr.. wed go themepark. =)
still considering whether to watch movie tmr.
if going to watch, I wont be joining them for XMEN..
will watch "over the hedge" instead.
Not interested with the XMEN movie arh..

It seems like I kept "pon-ing" this semester again..
omg~
my grades gonna be jialat too..
=(

got briefing about my one week job during the holiday
went off like 145pm.
was late for the briefing..
hahaha..
this time got uniform for the expo sales.
HAHAHA~
manage to see ping and ling =)
missed the days working with them..

well.. Seeing my friend sad and cried..
making me feel weak in my heart too..
Feel like crying as well.
hais..
But I didn't
Coz i must be strong.
since my fren is sad.
I mustnt b sad too..
if not no one will b there for her liaoz.

-end-
*stay happy*

lots of love
LiN(=

Stay happy =)

Happy happy from now on..
I am a strong ger after all =)
hees..

Tmr gotta go john little specialist..
reached there at 2pm..
hmmm.. again have to pon class half way..
Thanks "x" =)
you know who I referring to lar..
Hahaha..

I will be happy..
Coz I still have you all beside me
heez =)

Chatting conference in the early afternoon.
with liza sanah and gabby.
actually got me, liza, sanah and gavin..
coz sanah sms bluff us got urgent thing to say.
Ended up gavin put down and left the 3 of us.

chatting with "x"..
waitin for the rest to call as well..
Hmmm... but think they wont call
left us chatting..

-end-

lots of love
LiN(=

hmmm..

Now its like 2.30 in the morning.
Not yet asleep..
still staring blankly in front of my lappy.
listening to songs..
Wanna watch show but kinda no mood.

Cried and cried.
Smile and smile.
Like abit depressed.
Actually sanah intend to conference chat
together with liza, gavin, jack and ben.
But think ended up never.
Liza should be fallen asleep.
then me and jack lazy to call in..
wanna wait for sanah to sms me
to see whether to call in or not.
kekes..
So, ended up no one chattin I guess.
Change to tmr night or wad bah..
also not sure..

Realise that sometimes its easy to forgive and forget.
But it depends on wad situation
and it takes time to F&F..
forgive someone and forget the lying situation
hmmm... maybe was kinda afraid to lose frenz?

samuel u have the point that I should not hide myself in my room
all day long..
but.. I have no mood to go outside.
So cannot blame me for hiding alone in my room.
=)
You should understand bah...

Sms-ing this particular person.
its like kinda long never sms-ing.
Hmmm.. acc him all throughout the day.
See how good i am.. =)
muahaha~
Maybe should i say we acc each other?
He cant sleep and so am I.
3 hours nap makes me so awake now!
wondering what time i manage to fall asleep
or force myself to sleep.

talk again~
-end-
*smiling is a good medicine*

lots of love
LiN(=

home sweet home

These two days I went home straight after UT.
Was kinda stress about my UT this week.
hais..
Especially the networking.
I am gonna fail that. =(
Hais..

Sorry liza and sanah for worrying me.
I am fine =)
no worries..
feel so happy when you guys always besides me
thanksssss lots darlings. muacks.

Nothing much happened.
Jus living my own life as usual.
Never went out.
staying at home all day long.
Keeping myself at home.
Keeping myself in my room.
Sleep, eat and chat online.
That's how boring my life can be..
yawnn

-end-

lots of love
LiN(=

Gone mad.

Sorry for my late updates~
Not in the mood of writing any posts recently
Many things happened so sudden.
But I will write it short and sweet

I will never trust GUYS!
Being hurt...
ARGH!!!
Anyway
thanks mingli for your listening ear..

Holiday approaching.
WOOHOO~
able to have a long break for myself
not to think so much.
imgine crying every night when I trying to sleep.
hais..
It's so terrible..

I'll end here~
-end-

lots of love
LiN

January~

Mingli check this for me..

16th January ..

You have courage ambition and singleness of purpose.
You are sincere and just and should marry young
Do not try to analyse the motives and emotion of your love
and you will be sure of great happiness.

Hmmm
I dont think I will marry young lor..
Wahahaha~
or should I say I dont intend to marry?
=X
Coz in my mind,
guys cannot be trusted..
Unless someone gonna prove me wrong..
Wahahaha~

-end-
*january baby*

lots of love
LiN(=

scary..

It's so scary..
to see someone being knock down in front of ur eyes.
OMG~
but luckily the person is alright
But the image kept appearing in my mind when I wanna take my nap
argh...

just wake up from my 2hour plus nap..
yawnnnn..
still so tired..
Not gonna continue sleeping.
otherwise tonight dont need to sleep

Singapore idol tonight..
have 2 fren joining that..
heeS..
wondering will they appearing on the tv tonight.
wahahaha~

-end-

lots of love
LiN(=

Movie..

Lesson today was fine.
manage to understand last min when I presenting.
thanks to jack for helping me up..
helping me to speak up abit more.. =)

After ut, deciding where to catch movie.
hmmm, its like we decide until remain in woodland cathey to watch.
wahahaha~
many funny things happening..
laughing all the way =)

Shocked!!!
hmmm, but the answer is NO.. =)
time heals..
time proves everything..
I believe that!!!
but not some people.. -__-

lazy to continue write le..
gotta stop here.
-end-
*yawn*

lots of love
LiN(=

hardworking is me.

woah.. today's module kinda interesting
yet some how i find it difficult..
But enjoy the class is the most important thing to me.. =)
actually plan to eat lunch with lesly.
but ended up didn't..
think she also forget about it le.
so nvm.

during the two break,
derick saw me n disturb me.
as in first time he push my head..
second time cut my que to get dessert. =)
hahahaha~
talking about flash with him..
hmmm...
tmr gotta have lunch with him..
heeess...

finish the class kinda late today.
met samuel at 430 and went to eat in the canteen.
after which went to study in the library.
study from 5plus 6 like that till 10pm..
hahaha.. see how hardworking i am =)
omg~ its like once in a blue moon...
tmr got database ut mah..
so its like i dont know most of the things..
so gotta study.. =)
Thanks samuel for teaching me... =)
and tahan my all mistakes..
eg "item" become "iten"
opppss... wahahaha~

even though finish studying,
somehow i still scare...
don't know what kinda question and how it will come out as..
hais..
hope it's not difficult..
god bless... =')
-end-
*hardworking*

lots of love
LiN(=

What sia..

My new blogskin is UP!!! =)
kinda like this blogskin..
thanks to mingli..
she choose one.. =)

Bored the whole day..
since when i wont feel bored at home sia =x
wahahahahaha~
finally have a few songs from "kat-tun"
one video of them too..
one of them is so shuai =X
kekes...

I don't like childish people..
yea..
so, I might not accept this person.
i guess.
Anyway, fri ut on database.
I don't know anything.
Sobsob..
kinda scare..
finding someone to help me..
Anyone?!?!
*stress*

watched variety show on channel u.
jolin was the special guest.
Damn funny.. coz of luo zhi xiang.
kekes.
entertainment from the show.
make me wont think so much.
esp when I have nothing to do.
staring blankly at the lappy..
yawnn*

two more weeks and holiday gonna start!
gotta work for another 6 days..
as machandise again.. =x
but this time the pay will be much more lesser than the previous one
coz will be working morning shift..
which the time slot is kinda lesser.
better than nothing lar.. =)

looking forward for my june holiday!!!
Wanna have more sleep..
kinda tired of many things..
hahaha..
Please spare me spaces.. =)

-end-
*tired*

lots of love
LiN(=

pon-ing.

Last minute change my mind not to attend today's class.
was already on my way to school in mrt.
mingli called.
both of us not in the mood for today's class.
so intend to pon together.
wahahaa..
so i went up to khatib to find mingli..
ate morning breakfast at mac.
sitting there rot for quite long..

then planned to go down bugis.
wanna go "icon"
but ended up never.
coz we got the "movie" mood..
lols..
went down to cine cinplex to watch "VOICE"
guess what? I slept during the show =x
but once there is a loud bang,
I shocked..
hahahaha =x
*imagine lin kena scare by the sound*
wahahahaha~

overall, the show i dont find it really nice lar..
I dont even understand the storyline lor.
watch till blurblur one..
hahaha..
not scary at all~
what a "HORROR" movie sia..
waste my money~
wahahahah~

then after movie, mingli heard a few girls saying
"the moral of the story for "voice" is dont look at the light bulb."
wah lau, so lame lor..
those who watched that show will know why they say that lar..
after that walk down to ps..
walk around..
then have lunch..
then to heeren.. see cds..
started to see those jap's cd..
hahaha..
went home after that.. =)
make mingli have to go home that early as well.
kekes...

-end-
*pon-ing*

lots of love
LiN(=

tired me.

Really can't sleep last night.
was on bed at 1am+ like that..
was awake until 2am then sleep..
hahahaha..
sms-ing "x" when i was not able to sleep.
but instead.
sms him awhile more, I fall asleep sia
wahahaha~

then 4plus wake up saw his reply.
wanna reply but never.
coz I was too tired to press the hp.
later write what also don't know.
wahahaha~

have lunch with mummie jacelyn.
she suddenly sms me to ask me whether I want to have lunch with her or not.
and so i agreed!
met her at 12pm like that..
saw ah zii.
and guess what she say about me??
wah.. yulin finally eat liao arh.. =x
hahahha..
yeah.. i got eat my lunch today! =)
all my last sem fren always see me never eat during lunch time..
yea.. quite true..
most of the time i dont eat.
if got eat, also eat abit..
finger food~!!! =)

last sem always when we go have lunch together,
I was the only one who never eat among the whole group of us
kekes..
mummie jacelyn and ah zii keep saying i so skinny liao
still dont eat more..
hmmm.. I dont find myself skinny =)

after school, never go out sia
mingli went for the church event.
I went home alone.
walking alone to the mrt..
the journey so far.. yawn!!
walk till so tired..
took the mrt.. no place to sit.. have to stand.
saw 1 yandao =x
he alighted at bukit batok with his fren.
hahaha..
he look jap leh.. =x

have question in my mind..
mingli say i look someting wrong with me today
got meh?? hmmm *wondering*
hmm.. do i have th sian face??
I don't know leh..
feel some how weird today..
can't smile..
maybe coz too tired le bah..

-end-
*siansian*

lots of love
LiN(=

long sleep.

last night kinda late then sleep
4am like that..
Hmmm.. been chatting with son in msn..
crapping around.
but mostly is talking about bgr thing lar..

Have my afternoon nap..
3hr like that..
omg~
gonna sleep late again tonight mah??
aiyoh.. sure cannot get to sleep later..
hmmm... -___-

can you imagine a guy hit a gir?
until veri jialat?
the guy is not man sia~
such a sissy and GAY!!!
Hate this kinda of guy..
not gentleman at all..

anyway, talking about guy..
what type of guy is my cup of tea??
I dont know also..
as long as he dont smoke~
hahahaha..
I dont like guys smoke.
most important is love and dote me..
romantic oso. =X
everyday make me feel so touched and xing fu~ =)

dreaming again~
hahaha..
hmmm.. gotta start my pp asap?
hmmm.. found someone to interviewed bah..
my friend's mother.. =)
but don't even know how to write proposal lor..
jialat..
yawnnn~

-end-
*smile coz it happened*

lots of love
LiN(=

happy mama day

TODAY SUNDAY 14may

MOTHERS' DAY!!!

gonna wish all the mother "Happy Mothers' Day"

-end-
*happy mama day*

lots of love
LiN(=

boring.

Gotta stay at home for the next 3 days.
yawn..
don't intend to go out~!!
cos I AM BROKE!!!

hmmm..
slept early last night.
wake up kinda early today..
yawnnn...
Maybe gotta go sleep since nothing for me to do..
ya??

this update kinda nothing much..
kekes..
not gonna blog till monday onwards
coz nothing for me to update..
so seeya..

-end-
*bored*

lots of love
LiN(=

sick.

actually today don't feel like going school at all.
was already unwell in the morning.
But not as bad yet.
until i reached school
after the first break out
I having a very bad headache and started to have fever.
=(

feel so terrible in class..
have to do the work some more
stress and then lead me to have worst headache.
omg~
pon with my classmates.
met liza as she is sick too.
sanah.ben.gav.jack.mingli.
lols..
we left the class at 1plus..
oh ya.. before the second break out.
was talking about whether to pon or not.
then here comes the 3 retards.
playing and fooling around with the rolling chair outside the class.
omg~
damn funny...

during the lunch break
met out last semester fren to go eat.
barry.kian.sii.jacelyn.
mingli came along too.
and i didn't eat much.
ate cheng teng only.
coz sick and no appetite.
somebody complain n complain coz I was the one who arraged it
and I didn't eat.
=P
no choice.
was so sick..

went back class after that.
was feeling damn warm.. omg~
so sick!!!
but yet still went out with them.
hehes..
went town ate pastamania..
then shop around.
then went off at about 6pm..

at first was feeling much more better.
no more fever.
but reached home,
fever started to come back.
sobsob..
have a nap...
and now feeling much better.
:(

-end-
*sickkkk*

lots of love
LiN(=

stupid talk.

went to the stupid talk today.
met mingli go school
then met the rest of my classmates.
liza.sanah.terry.gavin.
sat in the canteen have some fingerfood.
damn hungry coz never ate breakfast n lunch.
=)

saw him wearing the adicolor shirt.
hahahaha..
(=

talking about the stupid talk..
i almost fall asleep lor
it's like the pp hor, the person say can read from webby.
stupid rite? then wad's the point of this 1 hour plus talk???
botoh!!

yawn..
sat liza fren car to town.
wah.. the car is kinda nice. :)
hmmm, so tired now..
lazy to type the rest.
night time met "X" and his fren.
then they went makan..
then go home.
laming here n there.
hahaha~

-end-
*nights*

lots of love
LiN(=

Happy birthday kian.

Yesterday is kian's birthday!
Happy Birthday boy~

pass him the present during the break time
before going to my "ZOO" talk..
the present is shared by
ahsii, fan, gs, barry, cml and me~
=)
Hope you like it lar boi :)

Get to work with "X" yesterday.
muahah...
he so lucky lor..
first time work with mi got choco to eat.. =)
and also kena me pinch =x
oppsss......

Feel so different..
hais..
maybe it is not totally fading off.
But... what else can i say?
just keep myself in silent too!!!
Keep those things aside and looking forward lor..

After school,
most of my classmates went off very early.
coz got some people came over my class for elective UT.
walked around the CCA fair with
jack.sanah.liza.zhenguang.gavin.cml
hmmm... we kept following jack.
hahahaha..
then stopped at the hiphop ig.
saw yoyo jd daniel and wen lian.

but we never continue waiting.
coz wenlian say it started at 5pm
when we still have to wait for another 30mins lor.
so decided to go again on thurs to see see lor..

raining and raining..
so gavin, jack, liza, cml and me stayed till the rain stop.
sat at the RPC there.
went to make my ez-link card.
hahahaha...
using back the old photo..
oh sian lor..
so ugly!!! =)
hahahaha... but hack lar..

going cut my hair later..
yawn...
update again..

-end-
*imy*

lots of love
LiN(=

useless me.

Feel so useless.
feel so stupid.
hais.
What happened is that..
I did not speak up during today's presentation.
I was totally silent and quiet.
Fac noticed I did not speak up,
then asked me to say things I know about "array"
And I can straight away give a face
"WAH, i dont know anything"!!!

damn it..
really so disappointed today.
finish presentation was keeping myself quiet.
That's y put my nick "leave me alone"
AND PLS LEAVE ME ALONE!!!
wanted to cry out liaoz..
abit tears in my eyes..
hais.. ='(
zg kept looking at me from the side.
IM me not to cry..
but i deny i nv..
Haha..

Really very sad lor.
How can I dont feel sad
how can i cheer up
when I feel so useless and stupid.
hais..
really cant stand myself for being like this!
ARGH!!!

Talking about UT(java)
infront are easy.
haha.. should be able to pass de lar :)

went bugis after UT.
shop for something.
hmmm... lost my ez-link sia
omg.. so careless arh?
hahaha..
update again~

-end-
*useless me*

lots of love
LiN

Thanks

thanks for the two hours of teaching
ZHEN GUANG!!!

hahaha.. he complains that i keep putting
"zhu baobao"
=)
Hmmm, understand everything liaoz.
But kinda scare of tmr UT..
hais..
But i will just do my best lor..

Now feel like drinking coffee.
Stupid "X" larh
making me have the temptation of coffee.
I want to drink iced chocolate or blackforest.
hurhurs..
it's best with cakes.. =)

*reminds me of someone*
my past..
hmmm... o.O

-end-
*oink*

lots of love
LiN(=

java.

now is already 3 in the morning
I am not yet asleep.
not even lying on my bed yet.
=)
Kinda tired now..
think gotta sleep soon.

I was still up here so late
coz` studying for monday UT!!!
omg~ first ut is JAVA~
sianz...
Hard time studying sia.
So asked frenz to help!!!
Reiji helped me..
by webcam-ing and teach me..
thanks..
it's clear..
but only learn finish first lesson of my java..

the second one never asked.
so gotta ask my zhu baobao :)
Hmmm... wondering why some people so smart at programming..
yawn~
I am just a nerd for that!!!
Tmr gotta wake up to continue studying..
Now study also useless.
Coz brain stop working liaoz.
yawn... zzz

-end-
*java give me headache*

lots of love
LiN(=

Happy Birthday lynn.

This coming thur. my sis lynn birthday.
So, plan to celebrate early for her.
Giving her a surprise.
Bring her to eat at holland v.
Eat till so full.
My pretty sis become so skinny liao.
Hai..
Like skeleton like that =X

Ate so much thing today lor.
FAT liao larh.. omg!!!
anyway, took neoprints with elaine n lynn
our first neoprint which we took together.
so happy!! =)
Lynn!!! happy early BIRTHDAY!! muacksss..

Since we so long never met liaoz
we talked a lot
crap a lot
become more n more crazyy.
=)

oh.. today sit terry's car to school
he came to fetch elaine n me.
hahahaha..
was late today.. but the fac jus nice same timing as us sia.
new fac today.
omg.. he's like so noisy lor..
super lame..
cant stand him!!!
the class like wat the hell~
-_____-""


Anyway, Enjoy today a lot
tresure everysingle time with my sis.
miss ya girls..

-end-
*smiles*

lots of love
LiN(=

Love. from jas.

it is a lifetime of venyure in which we are always learning,
discovering and growing.
the greatest irony of life is letting go
when u need to hold on and holding on when u to let go.
we lose someone we love only
when we are destinated to find someone else
who can love us even more than we can love ourselves.
on falling out for love take some time to heal
and then get back on the hourse.
but dont ever make the same mistake of ridding
the same one that threw u the first time.
to love is to risk rejection; to live is to risk dying,
to hope is to risk failure.
but risk must be taken
because the greatest hazard in life is risking nothing!
to reach for another is to risk involvement,
to expose ur feelings is to expose true self;
to love is to risk not to be loved in return.
how to define love:
"fall but do not stumble,
be constant but not oo persistant,
share and never be unfair,
understand and try not to demand,
hurt but never keep the pain."
love is like a knife.
it can stab the heart
or it can carve wonderful images into the soul
that always last for a lifetme.
but sometimes the things that give u joy can also hurt u in the end.
for all the heartaches and tears,
for gloomy days and fruitless years,
u should give thanks,
for u know,
that there were the things that helped u grow.
only love can hurt ur heart,
filled u with desire and tear u apart.
only love can make u cry and only loves knows why.
if u are not ready to feel the pain,
then u are not ready to fall in love.
there was a time in our life
when we become afraid to fall in love
cause everytime we do,
we get hurt, than i figured out ....
that's why it's called "FALLING IN LOVE"

sick and tired.

went out with zhu baobao [zg] and cml..
I asked him out de lor..
BAOBAO!!! see i so good :)
hehez..

It's fun to go out with him.
If u r not feeling good,
he will be the clown there =X
hehes..
Thanks for making me smile at all time lar..

went town
shop for sumting.
Hmmm.. went to hans and eat
damn full
after eating that, I've my gastric
it's damn bloody pain lor..
it lead me till when i reach home.
even though its pain, I still continue to walk around and see things.

get to know two of his friens.
jimmy and leon.. =)
they are funny lar..
hahaha..
one is good at art..hmm
ask him draw cute cartoon for me
muahahahaha...

ate oreo cheese again!~!
omg!! Getting fatter n fatter.. =(
oh ya.. thanks to zhu baobao!!
promote around my sec school photo!
*argh*
making fun of me as well =(

oh ya.. bad habit is hard to change!!!
people say my bad habit will never change
so what??
everyone has their bad habit.
dont seemed that the person also change..
I really dislike this kinda of saying to me when the person also the same lor.
Think abt urself before saying others.
*pissed*
Just ignore me..
I need a lot of time to chill..
Not i dont wanna do someting to it
it's that I HATE PEOPLE WHO LIE TO ME!!!!
AND I REALLY HATE IT!!!!

-end-
*fcukup*

lots of love
LiN

Confused.

went out in the morning meet Liza.
go get my pay slip.
and Liza go order things for her job thing lar..

After that meet jasmine.
go eat pastamania.
chit chat while eating.
She started to tell me a lot of things.
I believe whatever she say lor
I have to move ahead.
cannot stand at the same old place any more.

Shop and shop.
hmmm. after which meet mingli
shop and shop again.
Then meet "X" and his frenz.
went to eat pepperlunch.
1st time eating there and he treat me :)
thanksss..

catch a movie
"when stranger calls"
hmm kinda scary lar..
but ending like no link.. =X
meet mingli after the movie
and also "x" frenz.
ate cakes.
nice nice.. =)
oreo cheese.. my fav also.. =)

Hmmm.. after tat sit awhile then left lor
yawn..
confusing..
it's seem so fake!!
it's seem like a lie to me.
omg!!
everyone also thinks that too..
why??
what for tells such a lie?
attract my attention?
omG!!

-end-
*fedup*

lots of love
LiN(=

first outing.

Thanks a million to E35J darlingsss.. =)
HAHAHAHA..
Somebody gonna scream at me about calling every1 in the class darlings. =X
Muahahaha..
imitation from terry..
He started to call "darlings" here and there.
kekes.

Drag and drag till ended up never watch movie.
Went to swensen to eat.
total got 10 people.
gabriel.ben.terry.lionel.zhenguang.liza.gavin.sarah.mingli.me!
hahaha.. mingli was there too.
Everyone was to hyper liaoz.
keep introducing themselves
and so funny.
most of the time carrying smiles on my face.
=))

ate my favourite ice cream.
MINT!! =)
yummy...~
not hungry, so called fries and shared with mingli.
Everyone seems enjoying.
including me=)
First outing with all my darlings!!! =)
kekes..
Played a game.
Can i called it "stupid" game? =X
hahahaha..

anyway, long story lar..
ALL i can say I really enjoy =)
go home that time i sit terry's car.
hmmm, he didn't drive that fast as what the rest had mentioned.
listened to JAY's songs!!! =)
And surprisingly,
terry is from my pri school as well.
HAHAHAHA..
what a small world(=

More activities with them soon=)
thanks again!!!
muackiesss..

-end-
*keep smiling*

lots of love
LiN(=

Thanks

THANKS my dear :)

430am

Unable to sleep early last night.
have the holiday mood liaoz=x
omg~

wanna went offline and lie on bed to try sleeping
But, never sleep until 430am.
Meaning from 250am till that time wasn't asleep.
So, I went offline
and waited for zhenguang to call and chat
It's like we have nothing much to say.
Then he kept asking me questions.
Such as " what's ur fav sports?" etc.
Then also saying jokes lar.
Keep calling me "evelyn"
irritating leh.. =x
HAHAHA..

Not used to people call me that..
yea~
Chatted and chatted till 4plus going 430.
Handphone gonna flat soon..
So have to put down lar..
otherwise, think we gonna talk till don't know what time ba??
=X
Maybe coz we dont know each other well enough
nothing much to chat about..
So ya..
AND!! this boi only know how to act cute =x
hahaha..
Very er xin leh.. =P

Today public holiday.
Suprisingly, I didn't went out.
Staying at home coz I am broke.. =(

-end-
*unsure of*

lots of love
LiN(=

Getting mad.

Today seems so bored to me.
Extremely bored then usual.
argh~

Been saying and saying GS.
to see doctor since he's sick.
And, stubborn GS, refused.
I said and said..
It seems useless.
I think i better stop this.
Stop concerning anyone liaoz.
So tired to concerned others.
Hais.

Nothing good return to me.
Getting pissed with all this only.
So what for??
Mind my own business can liao right?
Life is fragile.
All i can say is this!!!
You want to treasure your life or not is your problem.
I don't wanna say further more.
Tired of nagging at those people.

Give me a break~
yea..

Finally make the decision.
I have faith in you.
So must you!!!

-end-
*crazyy*

lots of love
LiN(=

NIL~

Actually wake up at 7plus in the morning
without any reasons.
saw 3 msg in my hp.
barry, gavin and HIM.
tired but still reply them
after which, of course went back to sleep.

sleep until 11plus.
feel so bored.
called ting to go out.
went down to holland.
eat lunch.
hard to contact her.
coz her hp was spoil.

down to city hall and town.
shop and shop
aimed some tops and bottoms.
same routine.
saw dickson and his stead.
talked awhile.
he said " ah ma! you become thinner le leh"
erm.. I dont tink i got slim down lor.
feel so fat..
then he said " or issit ur shirt too big?"
maybe??? i dont know..
and he said "but ur face still sofat.."
errr... I was like no comment.
again he said "aiyah.. baby fat lar.. nvm"
hahaha.. yar.. the baby fat make me look young =x

Nothing much happen lar..
same old places to hang around.
thinking of him..
and something else..
the problems..

-end-
*sobsob*

lots of love
LiN=')

Lost.

FeaR and LosT

270406

surprisingly was kind of early to leave my class today.
But where the hell i went??
out with mingli and my classmate, gavin.
acc gavin to town to get his stuff.
SEE HOW GOOD I AM!!!MR GAVIN~

thanks for your treat :)
talking about today class..
kind of boring leh.
wire here and there.. yawn~
know nothing!!!
faci was late.
ben, jack and me went to canteen.
they ate and i sit there to enjoy the "pond".
break time, once again.. acc mingli to her house..
again she forget her adaptor.
this time I can relax abit.. no rush to go back to school.
Reach school already 1pm.. so didnt have my lunch.
hungry but.. hungry till dun want to eat liaoz.
so drag till went down to town to eat.

Nothing much after all.
It's gonna be another weekend soon~
*yawn*
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lots of love
LiN(=

hais.

SORRY.. =(

wondering..

Wondering is it weird?

What should I do?

-end-

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LiN=(

moodless.

moodless.

laughters.

first time out with my classmate.
But with my second semester frien as well.
went down to city hall.
for my interview and walk around.
gonna work this weekend.. =)
that's kinda fast huh??
shop around with my new ER ZI(zhenguang) and shyboi(guansoon)
hahahaha..
kinda funny lar..
quite happening today..

Hmm.. where to start leh?
in the train... When we found seats, we sat lar..
then beside me got a uncle.
he saw zhenguang standing then he shift the place n want to give him sit.
but zhenguang jus walk away..
so rude u noe =x
kept complaining that I am quiet!
I am really veri quiet one mah..
then play game with zhenguan
he's trying to make me talk lar..
play a childish game...
see the next station which leg enter first.
I won!!!
another one is see guy or girl enter..
and I won again..
one more chance.. but this time I lost lar..
and loser have to beat guansoon. kekes
POOR SOON!

what else?
went to puma shop..
wah.. saw a mean lady..
what the hell.. she's like.. omg!!
listen to wad she say makes me n gs pissed..
but after all we hack care lar..
funny thing happen...
gs went to try top.
Then we waited outside.
then got one fitting room no people lar.
ZG looked one side.. trying to check is there ani mirror or not..
then when he wanna turned the other side,
HE get a SHOCKED!
coz he suddenly saw himself on the mirror..
muahaha.. *imagine the situation*
muahahaahahahaha... luff like siao cha bo lor.. =P

when we wanna leave the place
3 of us go out of the door together.
the sencor sounded!
and the people inside actually wanna check on us.
one by one went pass the sencor.
nothing happens.
weird..
then realise that once 3 of us going out at the same time it rang..
zg suggested enter together and try.
but i walk off..
so paiseh lor.. =P

many many more lar..
just lazy to name what happen today..
coz was too tired now..
want to sleep le
update soon..

-end-
*yawn*

lots of love
LiN(=

stressful day.

WAh.. today damn stress..
gotta design own homepage.
each person do one..
then within a team link them all up in a website.

This kind of thing I sure jialat one..
That's why never have my lunch during my break time.
No time for me at all..
so meaning the whole day from morning till class ends never ate =x
poor me.. =(
but in fact ate after school.. but its like 5plus going 6pm lor..
yawn*
but feel xing fu sia..
so many people said "u never go eat? should have asked me to tabao u food mah"
haha.. thanks =) but i just simply have no mood to eat either..
thanks zhen guang for teaching..

X kept complaining i never blog =x
hahahaha..

should end here..
tiring.. anyhow type this bloggie..

-end-
*whitelove*

lots of love
LiN(=

*adidas*

went out with ting.to holland v to have lucnh.when gonna eat finish, it started to rain.yawn..nice weather to sleep sia.. =Xbut cant sleep..go down to town..to have window shopping..waited for mingli..AND waited for so longcoz going interview..
hmmm, after which go down to city hall.shop at the new adidas shop.wah lau.. saw two jacket i liked..so ex.. =(then got one "boots"damn nice!!!the price also veri nice!!!300+ dollar lor..what the hells. =(forget about buying it le lor.
after that went to eat waffle ice-cream eat till damn fulland cant finish it. =x
Hmmm, my gastric is BACK!! =(sobsob.. but used to it le..:Kian: thanks.. hmm..

-end-
*gastric kills me*

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LiN(=

=)

updating..
whole day staying at home.
nice weather to sleep.
And I did take my nap in the evening.. =)
watched 3 VCD..
*yawn*

1 day watched 3 movies sia..
HAHA...
kinda of nothing to do..
tmr gotta go out with ting.. =)
So boring now..

Nothing to update leh..
Hmmm..............
Thanks "X" ??
hahahah.. should know who lar!!
thanks for the cute piggy photo!
kekes...
u asked me to put "X" as ur name arh.. =X

-end-
*i miss you*

lots of love
LiN(=

friday!

finally its friday!
been starting to enjoy my class ever since yesterday:)
All so friendly de, tt's wad mingli say
She kept asking me why my class always so friendly one.
unlike hers.
HAHAHAHA..
I also dont know..
but I am glad to have such a friendly bunch of them as part of me:)
so mushy.. =x

what happen yesterday???
same group with gab.
being disturb by him and i also disturb him lar..
kept calling him PIGGY..
then my team mate also started calling him piggy=x
all thanks to me aR? hehez..
Then, after school went to library with mingli.
me fall asleep there.. hahaha..
then suddenly heard a guy's voice!
guess who is he?
THATS BARRY!!
hahaha..
then talk to him awhile lor
then he left..

after that, saw zhen guang.
he came over and disturbed me and mingli.
hahaha..
but he disturbed me more lar..
so ke lian!! =(
kena disturbed from library to MRT!
lucky we took bus and not walking.
otherwise I can qi si le..

Then what happen today leh??
Hmmm..
the quiz for java is damn difficult for me..
then see so long left 8mins or so,
went forward to zhen guang for help
haha.. in the end he helped me do =x
after finish, he explained to us how to do those quiz lar.
then is like damn funny.
realli look like teacher teaching students sia..
wahahaha..

if u are there, you can see how the situation is like
mingli should know..
coz she was in my class.
haha.. she's gonna be part of my class once again :P
Then today got 2 choco!!
gabriel bought for me..
HAHAHAHA =)
thanksss for ur choco:)
Stayed in school till 6plus.
went to cope songs from ben's lappy
haha.. without his permission.. =x
but thanks BEN!!
and hor!! remember dun ever see my things such as my photos and RJ!!!
hahaha.. =P
no next time hor!!!
and also dont any how msn people in my msn!!
hahahaha...

oh ya.. lunch went to causeway point
with jevin, lawerence and their fren and also elaine.
so fun sia..
all my sec school frenz :)
hope can eat with them once again lar
went to eat pastamania.. =)
yummy!!
hahaha..

-end-
*yawn*

lots of love
LiN(=

*smilez*

First wed of the week.
Slept till 12plus..
yawnnn.. yet still so tired..
took an hour of afternoon nap
After chatting with gabriel. =P

Hmmm.. he influence me to sleep sia
HAHA.. coz he wanna took a nap..
and then I lie on bed also fall asleep liaoz.

Yesterday at night like so busy like that..
drag my time to do rj..
coz suddenly 6-7 people came to chat with me in msn.
LOLz...
Tommorow must wake up early to school liaoz.
OMG!! boring day..
and maybe I gonna be dead tmr in class =x
*praying*

Hmmm.. wondering what happen to him..
He talked to me and as if wanna say out what happened.
But he didn't..
hais..
Hey!! if you read this!!!
Remember to approach me if possible..
Really hope i can do something to help you lor.
I know maybe it's because of someone
hmmm... you should noe who i talking about ba..
I cant get involved..but.. I really hope i can do something
Not being KPO..
Just being concerned part of a friend..

-end-
*hais*

lots of love
LiN(=

raining seasons.

Been raining at this time (1536)
which is my class ends.
Today is database module leh.
Don't know is easy or difficult leh.
And today I never do anything!!!
OMG!! like so guilty leh =(

Hmmm.. Then today RJ damn difficult sia..
Don't know what to write..
And guess what?!?!?
My faci for this module is my first semester computing faci!!!
TAN POH HIANG!!! =)
Her dressing and hairstlye changes a lot a lot..
HAHA =X opppss...

TML NO SCHOOL!!!
yippy!!! =)
I need more more more sleep!!
LACK OF SLEEP!!!
yawnnn..
Almost cant wake up this morning..
I saw one email about going east coast park!!
I Want to go..
But no one acc me.. so sad =(

Hmmm... get to know some more classmates..
ALL are friendly lar..
funny people here and there.. =)
Hope to know all of them soon..
AND REAL SOON!!

-end-
*feng*

lots of love
LiN(=

first day of year two.

Today is my first day of school.
First day first module is web multimedia.
Everything is fine.
Was damn early to reach school.
First person to reach the class.
E35J!!!

Then first two girls who came after me.
One of them is Chris friend..
I realised it when we are going for presentation.
HAHAHA..
And, I seems so friendly ar..
Straight away get their msn..
HAHAHA..

Yesterday is my last day of work.
And stuffs like me, are able to shop once it's closed!
And I shop!!! =)
for one skirt and one top.. =)
ALL BLACK!!! =X
forever black for me.. kekes..
Start to miss the working place.
hurhurs..
Feel like working at there..
Coz I really enjoy and lots of fun there..
Thanks to li ping, shu ling, cheng yang and shu min..
They are so fun to be together lor..
HAHAHAHA...

I am totally tired the whole day.
Eyes are closing..
Even now when I am typing this bloggie.
Wanna sleep..
Coz of the cool weather it's having now..
Raining plus in my classroom alone..
I started to miss E04 sia..
hais..
Wondering how's the rest of E04...
Hmmm...
Guys!! if see this, let's find a day for lunch together lar!!
Or even can gather together after school.
=)

-end-
missmiss...

lots of love
LiN(=

Updating.

Today is the forth day of working.
Everything is still the same.
tired and the pain on my leg.
Everyday 8hours of sleep.
yawnnn.. not enough for me!!!

Was damn busy at work recently.
Especially today!!!
It's due of public holiday.
So, it's kinda busy.
And today is the busiest day amoung the other three days.
Never finished clearing those rejected stocks.
There are a lot of trolleys of items all over the places.
Not only trolleys.. Baskets also have!!!

We dragged and ended later than usual for today!
Have to take cab home...
When we were still packing,
those guys passed by us.
One of them came in first..
He said we so poor thing.. still got so much to do..
then I looked at him and said " then you stay and helped us lor"
he said who say he must stay and help de..
Then of course i say me lar..
Haha.. then he turned back and tell the rest of the guys what I said.
Then one of them, whom wanna wooed me asked his friend to punch the card for him.
then he straight asked me what I want him to help.
Dots..
I didn't knew this de..
is mingli tell me that he asked his fren to punch the card and willing to help me.
er.. -___- i nothing to say lar..

Reached home 12plus le..
and the cab fee so ex..
$17 from expo to my house..
yawnnn..
but luckily can go claimed the money lar..
hahaha..
Better stop here...
update again... gonna go sleep.. nights.. =)

-end-

lots of love
LiN(=

first day.

Today is my first day of working.
Everything was fine.
But quite tiring..
The place was damn big..
Many things for me to pack.
Have to return those things which the costomers dont want to buy.
And have to place back to the same particular place.

Went here and there.
So tiring..
Being bullied by one guy.
hurhurs.
being called "rubbish bin"
then another guy join in to bully me
then say what " eh, my friend want to sian you leh.."
mingli and i started saying..
his friend mus become "god" before "sian-ing" me..
wahahaha...
LAME!!

when it's time to off work,
my job have to pack till 11pm.
so have to continue packing.
Then, the guys called me to come over..
so i did lar..
One of them said " see he so teng(dote) you.."
dots lor.. giving me more things to pack meaning teng(dote) me mehz??
Then another guy ask for my name..
I tell him lar..
then after that i went back to work and they went off.

Hmmm.. they funny lar.. =x
So overall this job is quite tiring for me n mingli..
but, it's quite relaxing sometime..
Coz can slowly walk and find the things to put mah..
HAHAHAHA.. but a lot to pack lar..
Tmr gonna be another tiring day.. =)
Gotta go get some rest even though i'm not tired.

-end-

lots of love
LiN(=

Extra post.

Suddenly recall what elaine and me talks about.
And started to think back my first semester & second semester.
Remembered first semester I was damn shy and quiet.
People like adley started to call me quiet to ah zii.
HAHA...
Have lots of fun with my first sem. classmates.
They are just too wonderful crazy fellows.
The only class I took a lot a lot of photos together.
Have a numbers of class photo taken with them.
compared to second sem.
memories are a lot to be said in my heart.

As for my second sem.,
I do enjoy..
The only class I was able to get along fast enough.
Maybe due to what happened in D16,
that's why trying to get well enough with my new class, E04.
Most of the time ate lunch often.
Always drag doing the ppt during lunch time.
HAHAHA... sweet memories.
Cannot believe that time flies so fast.
School gonna start in one week time.
Gonna start on my DBA.
Gonna knew new classmates.
Same to others...

feeling down when thinking back.
Hais..
Aiyoh, thinking so much once again...
Suddenly think of these because my sis asked me how i get along with my new classes every semester.
How long I get along well with them?
I don't know..
Let it be natural lor...
sooner or later you will get along with new friends one..

But sad to say...
will there ended up to be a "hi bye" friend when you enter to a new class??
I don't know... coz this happens to my first semester friends.
All of them... It seems like so strange to one another.
Once we met outside, during break,
All we can say is "hi" and "bye"...
hais...
kinda sad...
Friend until like that..
Shagg...

-end-

lots of love
LiN=(

Angel VS Devil.

Last day for me to have fun.
Tmr gotta start working until sunday.
So, will not be updating until school starts le bah..
Free drop down expo find me!!! HAHAHA...

went out with elaine.
was late.. coz wake up late due to late sleep last night.
First time gossiping with mingli for 3hours plus.
HAHAHA.. kinda long chatting with her.
Went to i-model for interview.
but I left without interviewing as I waited for so long.
NO patient leh.. =X

after which went down to wisma
acc sis to sony gallary to repair her hp.
after which went down to bugis followed by tampanies.
bought my bag.. =)
she bought me a set of ZA whitening for me.
Thanks sis... =)
I don't put foundation.
But trying to change myself to look better.
And since she bought for me, I will used it =)

Suddenly thinking of lynn..
missing her damn much..
So long never met her..
Ever since last year..
It's like more than 4months never met her.
She's busying her first year project now
so after her project ends,
we will be able to meet!! =)
waiting for that day to come!!!
Even if I am bz, i will find at least awhile to meet her
NO MATTER WHAT!!!

-end-

lots of love
LiN(=

quarrel.

Quarrel between my brother and father.
early in the morning.
the noise was so loud.
Wake me up.
They quarrel because my brother ezlink card was being confiscated.
by the bus driver.

Hmmm, making me now want to sleep also cannot.
So come online to spend my time here.
Maybe gotta go back to sleep again.. =(
Surely will get tired later as I only have 4hours sleep.
hurhurs...

Ya, was pissed off last night.
Due to something!!!
kept complaining over the phone to mingli.
and complaining over in msn too.
See how pissed I am..
Was pissed until going mad!!
So went offline to chill myself from being so pissed.
HAHAHA...

-end-

lots of love
LiN-_-

Confused feelings.

What should I say now?
I don't even know whether I am happy or sad.
I cant feel what am i feeling right now..
Don't even know what I am thinking right now.
My heartbeats stop...
can't feel anything NOW!!!
kinda crazy, ya??

Oh ya.. LEVIS is having sales!! 70% sales !!!
OmG!!!
Wanna buy.. but still considering...
Mingli just told me got one bag
come out one new color..
white with orange strip..
Wah lau.. orange leh!!
=D one of my favourite color.

Counting down..
2 more days
and I'll be starting to work :)
hmmm.. so, will not be online often..
Anything can just find me by sms-ing or drop down to find me!
HAHAHAHA..

-end-

lot of love
LiN-_-

angel.

Sorry jocelyn, jorene and cheryl
Really so sorry that last minute i cancel off the meet up
with you guys :(
hopefully next time will be able to meet you guys.

Ended up also didn't attend the interview
kinda lazy..
coz waited for ml for so long
till i also lazy to go out.
but I choose to go out to have dinner with qingting.
since she so poor thing=X
no one wanna acc her
she asked a lot of people
but all not free.
so i changed my mind meeting her for dinner at PS

After eating, walk around
bought one angel hp accessory.
so cute.. =X
choose quite long leh.. then finally go to the counter and pay.
school starting soon..
missed school so much..
even though now it's kinda far for me to travel.
I just want to study!!!
wondering that have to start writing RJ again..
HAHAHA...

-end-

lots of love
LiN(=

rainy day.

Rain heavily in the afternoon.
planned to get out of house at 3plus but failed.
Coz the rain is too heavy
have to wait till it is not that heavy
and I was late instead of my late queen.
HAHAHA..

Out to look for new bag..
Instead of buying bag,
I bought one pair of white shoes.
Shop here and there..
saw some nice and cute clothings.
Maybe when got the money again..
then get it.. =)

unlike you.
chaging to another person
whom I don't recognise anymore.
attitude and character seems different now.


finding a part time job when school starts mah..
So that I can spend money on what i wants..
Wanna be abit independent bah..
Since I'm already 19.. ya?? =x
plus my bank gonna be broke le!!
Dad already started abit abit nag at me
only know how to spend money
hahahaha... =P

-end-

lots of love
LiN(=

shopping happily.

Finally get to shop!!! =)
It seems like i'm the one who keep shopping and buying.
went out at 3pm like that..
headed to town first..
as usual ya?
the late queen is forever late..
so, i dont be bother to say who lar..
since i reached first,
I went to heeren to shop.
once i entered and went up,
guess who i saw??
DAWN!!! the one act in xin shan shan de ah li..
omg!! she's damn pretty lor... Loves her dressing.. so nice..
actually dont know whether issit her or not
then its like i kept looking at her and so is she..
then went up till level 4..
i followed her lar.. but never went into the same shop as her
hahaha..
then finally confirmed that it was her lor.. =)

Should have headed to her to take photo ar. hahahaha
what a waste???
then waited for the late queen..
she reached tat time, dawn gone le..
was trying to search for her to show ml.. but cannot find..
think she left le.. =X
shop awhile and showed mingli something which i wanna buy..
but not yet..
too ex..

further on, went taka lor..
wanna buy clothes at MANGO..
but dont have my size..
went two shop.. one is dun have the color i want lar..
siannzz...
maybe next time come again...
bought one top.. white color de.. very nice..
the material i like alot..
but kinda big.. look as though i got baby like tat.
who cares.. nice can le.. =x
but its like of mature la
Then went forever21 and showed ml the jacket which is damn nice
but never buy..
hahaha...

went to bugis.. gonna meet my darling jasmine.
so reached before she reached..
so shop shop awhile..
saw one top.. purple with black tube..
nice.. but dont suit me..
so didn't buy it..
finally met jas..
continue shopping..
she bought her stuffs..
then i bought mine too..
i bought 2 white polo tee..
for the stupid job.. if not i sure buy some other tops le.
then bought one converse jacket at seiyu..
further on searching for one bottom for my work.
search until can faint.. haha..
finally i found it at bugis street.
so bought it straight away..

wah.. finally!!! =)
so headed to eat our dinner
ate souel garden..
damn bloody full... haha..
at first wont lar.. cos we slowly eat and talk..
at the end must rush abitt..
coz gonna close.. and we were the only customers left before we left lar..
ate ICE CREAM!!!
guess what flavour??
its CHOCO MINT!!!
omg!! =D damn happy..
but hor.. i scope till hand damn pain.
coz have to help mingli and jas get their ice cream too
wah.. pain sia..
then my little finger kena the oil..
when bbq-ing the chicken.. it shot on my finger..
damn bloody pain.. =(

finish eating, of course
headed home!!! =)
So happy today.. shop for so many things
actually haven finish shopping lor
still must shop for skirt, necklaces, earrings, shoes, bags and some more tops..
omg!!
broke liaoz..
suprisingly my dad nv nag at me..
kekes...
maybe coz i buy desert home for him to eat..
wahahahas...
tomorrow wont be going out..
staying at home
and gues what..
suddenly got the thinking of going jogging
so tmr night gonna go jog with my daddy! =)
then he nagged at me..
say i should have jog earlier le..
at least twice a week.
=)
i think i have to start jogging..
since i will never excersise much.. =)

-end-

lots of love
LiN(=

More neoprints.

Changi airpot.

Hmm.. actually kena disturb by mingli sms
this morning 5am!!!
what the hell..
she nothing better to do tell me she haven sleep
hahahahah...
disturb me from my lala land..

went sing Kbox again with my sis, elaine.
this time we extended one more hour cos i really feel like singing!
most of the songs are sad sad one..
listen liao also feel like crying..
sang wang leehom, ah mei, JJ, s.h.e, jay, yang cheng ling etc..
I think I cry abit when singing jay "feng"
crazyy me...
Think so much for what!!!!

After finish singing
elaine go buy her skirt at blossom.
went to find that ger again.
ask for discounts.
hahahha.. she damn friendly.. she almost forget us.
but she find us familiar lar..

after that went heeren walk around.
I saw one shirt.. so i try and buy
Shop and shop.. hahaha..
see so many nice clothings..
wanna shop within this week before working.
Saw a few clothes at mango nice and simple too.. =X
hehehe..

met cynthia, puiwai and melissa at bugis.
gonna go airport to fetch serene lor..
hmmm.. went to eat our dinner at mosburger..
after which go take neoprints.. =)
our usual things to do once we are at shopping malls..
we talked a lot of lame things when eating and taking neoprints..
damn funny..
laugh till stomach so painn.. =X
especially something about "ali and AHLi"
muahahaha.. damn funny..
only those few of them will know what issit about..
WAHAHAHAHAHA...

then when we were on the way to changi
talked about people who we met ever since left newtown.
not much we seen but somehow some of them still got lar..
then describe the person till so funny..
lols..
missing the days in newtown..
then planned that the bunch of us wear spec out 1 day and took pics!!
since almost the bunch of us were wearing contact lens
hahahaha.. waiting for tat day to come.

reached changi.. feel so cold when reached there.
tired as well..
-____-zZzzZ
waited for an hour or so for serene..
waited till wanna sleep..
kept yawning..
when she came out, she gotta go with her fren.
so we left first lor
we took cab at tiong..
the cab uncle very humour sia..
actually there's this lane cannot turn right..
then he say aiyah.. just turn la..
then he turned!
so funny
then when I alighted first..
said bye to all my frenz.. he said to me "sweet dreams"
so cute ar.. hahahaha. friendly uncle!! =)

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lots of love
LiN(=

Monday blues.

Sorry guansoon!!!
making you have to say so much to me..
But thanks...
It takes times.. ya??
I knew what I should do but it's the matter of time ba..
So don't sounds abit pissed.. haha=X

Feel sad after reading guansoon blog leh..
about this particular frien of him
hais..
read le even more sad. =X
Don't say me siao..
it's like i'm those very easily get emotional de..

This tells us that life is fragile
And we have to treasure everyone around us
before it's too late..
Cherish them..
Especially your friends, family and grandparents...
They are very important in your life isn't it?
without them, I do not know how lifes move on..
So, I tresure everyone around me!!
I do not HATE!!
it's like a strong words to use..
I do not hate as in I don't ever hate anyone around me.
What for hating someone??
When you started to hate someone..
it means you are hating yourself too..
So love everyone around you!! =)

Recalling something very sweet happened yesterday.
it's during the praying that time..
My uncle and auntie so sweet..
hahahaha.. see liao will laugh and smile at them..
My auntie was sweating and asking for tissue for my uncle
then he get one from his pocket and ask her to keep it
coz he still have one for himself.
then my uncle say.. see.. dont say I always talk so loud at you
My heart isn't that bad to you one hor..
HAHAHAHAHA.. so sweet..
keep smiling and laughing at what he said.. =)

Woah.. anyway seems like I've updating my blog every single day..
hahaha.. nothing better to do what..
think of things then I update lor.. =X
Sleep for 2-3 hourse just now..
yawnnnn.. weather so nice to sleep..
hahaha.. wondering how am i suppose to sleep at night.
hmmm..

ya.. waiting for kor to invite me and my bunch of D16 frenz to his new house! =)

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lots of love
LiN(=

52th post.

I wasn't as strong as before now..
Everyone asking me to be strong..
Asking me don't cry anymore..
Asking me to cry as much as i can and forget about it after that.
What else you all can say?
dont think so much..
I feel myself weak now
Mummy.. sorry.. not I don't want to eat
It's like I started to lose my appetite liaoz.
at the most I will have a meal in one day..
Better than nothing right?

I know it's not good for me.
But i just simply have no appetite..
seeing food making me feel like vomiting..

I just don't believe one thing..
How can a person lose the feelings less than a month time?
to me, maybe unless the person love someone else..
or maybe the person really wanted to forget the other party
and say that so that the person can really forget fully.
I don't know what am i saying here
this kept appearing my mind and kept wondering..

No point LIN!!!
it's ended..
Jus accept it bah.. =(
Times heal!!!
how long? I don't know..
one month? two month? one year? two year?
sounds so crazy isn't it?

alright.. maybe this will be my last post talking about nonesence.
If I have any nonesence to tell.. perhaps in my own dairy.
TO FRIENDS:
Sorry!!!

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lots of love
LiN=(

prays.

woke up early early today..
it's like 7plus in the morning..
yawnnnn... -____-
brains are not working at all.
can remember that I kept trying to sleep whereever i can.
what i mean??
I slept on my house sofa while waiting for my uncle car
I slept in my uncle car when heading to my another uncle house
I slept at his house while waiting to pray.
I slept once again in car.. but this time is my cousin one..
After which never sleep le.
weather is too hot for me to sleep after that..

Can see how tired I am..
hahaha..
it's great sleeping you know??
Once you are in your "lala" land..
you might not be thinking so much..
your brain shuts and bring you emptyness.
it's great when my brain do not thinks..
But it's sad.. when i wake up..
coz my brain are working again.. =(

Can I ever sleep like sleeping beauty and never wake up again
until my MR RIGHT came over and kiss me.. =X
"STOP DREAMING LIN!!!" hahahaha...

anyway back to the point of praying..
reach my uncle house.. went to have breakfast.
Never ate finish my food..
and kena say by my parents..
But the food is like too oily..
can't have the appetite to finish it.
and with such a mood.. how to even the food is nice..

went up to the house and watch la pi xiao xin..
haha.. so cutee..
after finish le, sleep of course..
waited until 11 I think..
then left the house and started our journey
journey to lim chu kang and yishun..
2 places but pray 3 different places.
while praying at my grandpa there..
I was thinking and thinking.
but also not sure what am i thinking about.
eyes are pain and luckily never put on my contacts
otherwise it's worst..

pray and pray
think and think...
finally finish the praying at yishun..
everyone talking about buildings and marriage
marriage of my two cousins.. =)
glad they found their true love..
hahaha.. just cant wait to go their wedding dinner, that's all.

there's one part i was thinking
Am i going to hate my life now??
Am i going to hate FATE?
Am i going to be afraid to fall in love again?
Will i able to stand up and move on?
I do not know the answer...
but I guess I gonna hate myself..
and then hate FATE!!!
gonna lose in beliving in fate le..
There's no fate in this world at all..
its just a piece of shit lar..

back to the point of my praying. =x
ended it at 2pm.
its early this year
no jamming at all wor.. surprisingly.. hahaha..
after that I slept in the car when on the way home
its long journey.. haha
reach home bathe and talk on phone awhile.
then back to sleep again.
now still feeling tired..
yawnnnnn -______-
gotta sleep early every night these few days
to get back my sleep..

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lots of love
LiN(=

explanade.

imagine a girl sitting alone herself for 2hours plus
at the bridge of the explanade near the merlion..
staring and crying..
people walking passed looking at her..
even small kids.. =x
but who cares..
i just cry all i want..
so that I will feel better after crying..

talk to elaine on phone..
she kept asking me to forget that "b"
which stands for bastard..
and kept saying that i will find my MR RIGHT soon..
and is real soon!!!
i believe in her.. but how long will i have to take to heal those pains.
i don't know..
it's depend on me if i stop thinking so much from now on..

guan soon smsed me..
consoling me when i called him..
actually is call his fren hp lar..
I try my best la friend..
but i dont confirm i will forget so fast bah..

ya.. after which i sat for so long
about 11.15pm chris came over to acc me
consoling me.. telling me that I should not find my happiness
instead i should sit and wait for happiness to come to me..
I do agree.. but.. now i where will wanna hope to have happiness in such a situation?
joking here and there..
i finally smile and laugh..
but this does not mean i am fine!!!
my heart are not alright YET!!
NOT AT ALL...

anyway, coz of talking to him face to face
I requested to go off early for my work =x
actually is 7pm left..
but the boss let me off at 5.30pm
ended up shopping at town
then bought mummy a gift.. =p
times jus flew and time to meet him lor..
after which i dont wish to say anymore..
nothing much or nothing nice to talk about it.

btw, mummy sorry that i will not be going to ur b'day BBQ..
will be working till 11pm.. hope u understand =)
and i noe u will =)

after sitting for 2hour plus,
of course time to go home lar..
walk and walk to funan there..
to take bus home..
anyway thanks chris again.. (=
oh ya.. my first record!!!
never ate the whole day!!!
but once i reached home..
i grab one bread and make a cup of hot milo for myself
to fill my stomach in case tmr morning i got my gastric.
just like I had it the whole day..

gotta stop here..
tmr another tiring day..
must woke up early to pray my grandparents.
hais..
remember to treasure everyone esp the elderly..
i misses my grandparents even though never seen them once i was borned.
hais =(
their soul will always beside me and support me!!

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lots of love
LiN(=