Silly!!
Foolish!!
Dumb dumb!!

It's all referring to me!!
Yes lesson learnt from here.
Not to trust someone so much
Not to giv in so much~
As in not to treat someone so well ~!
Ended up down the drain~

He dont deserve anything good frm you silly~
Just move on with life..
my studies my work and with friends!
W/o a bf is nth! :)
It will be happier if i am all alone~!!! :))

Lyn((:

Feeling weird and confused...

Damn dislike ppl talk bad thing about my dad
TMD~ go die !!!

Today went to my cousin house :)
visit her and her 2mth old baby gir :)
I feel old. hahahaha

Get her a samall gift.. "dora" :)
she's so cute...
At first i do not dare to carry her.
after she showered.. haha.. i carry her :)
So light and fragile ..
Took pic wit her.. thanks to junn jie :)

Went to ps wit her.
She's heading to her shop. so jus go there to tk a look at her new renovation.
It's nicer~ :)
Shall bring "him" to go there one day :)

Ate yoshinoya and japanese ice cream.
Treat frm junn and harry :) thnks..
manage to complete the meal. :) hoho~
So lookin forward to tmr..

LovesSss!

Lyn ((:

NICKY BABY, I MISS YOU

My baby nick is gone on 12 April 2010!!!
=(
Recieved a morning call and heard about the BAD NEWS early in the morning!
Cried n cried since the day he left us!
Why must he go at this point of time???
1 month never seen him! I misses him so much~ and he just dont wanna wait for me and leave me alone here!

Every night I cried to bed.
Misses his sillyness.
His cuteness.
:(










Loves,
Lynn

Dunno why my blog link shld be still calling happiness ...
its no longer a happiness anymore!

ever since 2nd march!!!
I will never forget it in my whole life!

The worst r/s I had ever had!

3 year so wad?
its a piece of shit after all...
It meant nothing..
regret doing so so much in this r/s
shld have stop this since the day u slap me
at north point!

Then i will not be so suffer til like this
Can stupid lyn stop crying!!
silly lyn stop thinking of getting back?
main thing is stop crying.. else flu will never ever stop...
Shall go back gaming..
Doubt will be doing well in my o level this year..
just go ahead waste the stupid money..!!!

cos i giv up everything..
gonna giv up my hope in childcare!

god ... make me sick forever.. cough till death!
I have no hope in living in this world anymore~
though its silly.
but i think this is it...
deleted ur contact.. so that i will never sms u..
shall start to forget every moment wit u..,
tink of the bad moment .. mayb will make me hate u ..
hate the r/s..!!

maybe i shall stop blogging here..
maybe I shall start a new link..
put this as a past!!
and a bad one.. :'(

LyN

PS: gonna go find someone for a alcoholic drink!!!!

The day of centre closure is cool~
can relax..
Work only with boss and principal.
no stress.
finished all the work being assigned.

carried a 3 mth old baby ger..
she cry b4 she sleep.
I pat her..
within 1 min she slp..
:)

Not long..
she cried again... keep crying w/o stop
then i carry her.. she stopped..
cute!! :)

the day went well.
go wake.
go dinner at clementi.
bk home after that.
A fast friday just over lik this.

Damn sian!! ask him wanna watch movie..
yet kena reject!
next time i shall not ask liaos
make me super moodless! -.-
Shall sleep n sleep during my weekend..
Or mayb i shld ask fren for drink!!!!!!
damn moody!! some alcohol shld be GD!!! ARGH!

Damn it~!!

LiN((:

I hate the pain!
my gum pain!
guess its ucler? hah
so super pain..
its jus killing me!

Hmmm... ever since yesterday evening i started to lose my voice!
dunno why so sudden.
todae worst when go work. haha
so farni.. everyone kept laughing..

Even pg2 jodie loo so cute
teacher lyn "mei you shen ying le"
i smile and say ya jodieee. :)

hahaha...
trying not to shout at the kid..
but i jus cant..
and yet my voice couldnt come out!
doubt they will understand wad i am talking~

Started to fall sick each time...
for this month!!
I had even tok to my other boss .. new boss that i may nid to rest..
Mayb not starting work so early..
probably week 2 or 3 of april.

So sad to hear ivy's dad passed away.
Hope i am able to go over to the funeral with my colleages.
Hope she is fine.

Thanks to one of the kid dad..
for asking me to take care..
Such a nice dad.. hah...

Feeling more and more unwilling to leave the centre due to the kids :(
1 more week to go :(

LyN